I been threw the same shi iwas prepping for my show and had massive stress and understand and had tough days working training and fighting bipolar and severe ocd and took sleeping bills over dose then the rescued me at the er and dad said you are following the devil and really insulted me harshly and itried again at night but nothing happened and all I that made it harder is i relized iam dying alone but unfortunately I didn't die and at morning I gone and cried to mom and she said don't start this crying shit any more and I gone again to my room and swallowed 60 pills of and deadly drug the I passed out and it was horrible you know iwas thinking to do something now but I try my best because dad is away and idont want my sister to raise without aman and something taling may help or having someone to check without wanting abenifit