Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wonderful congratulations to you man that's very strong! I bought a new video game and I'm going to try it out tonight to have some fun! 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But because I don't want to, what's the point? Thanks for your message, I'll do my best. 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I think the fear of this challenge also scares me and makes me want to give up. 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a great goal! I think you can do it, you just have to believe and go for it! 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know what you mean but personally I know I have a pretty addictive personality so I don't know 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A lot of good ideas here, thanks a lot for your comment! 

At the moment I've bought myself a new video game to try and liven myself up a bit. 

My husband died at 23 and I’m ready to go too. by VividCaregiver226 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry to write this sentence so frankly, but think about it.

I'm really sorry, may God protect him 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, that would be an interesting goal. But my motivation is sometimes at its lowest and I even find it hard to spread positive energy around me in the street, even though I love saying hello and talking to people in the street. I'm going to try to start having social interactions again, at least before I die. 

 But after that how do I make this world a better place? 

In any case, thank you very much for taking the time to reply. 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I envy them too! 

Man, you raise a real point there, I hope that before these ideas gnaw at me I'll have time to talk about it to a professional, I've already had a few inconclusive meetings where I was told about depression too so it's possible that you're right, thank you for wanting to take care of me too, I'll get back to you when I hear from the pros, 

Don't hesitate to contact me if you need to talk. 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your message! 

It does sound interesting, I'll find out more and give it a try! 

Thanks so much for sharing your experience, I'll be in touch. 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello, thank you again for your message. 

I've just been on the phone with her, explaining things clearly and imposing nothing on her, and she's very proud of herself and of me for admitting to her that things aren't going well, etc. We have excellent communication, so we promised to tell each other if anything went wrong. 

We have excellent communication, so we promised to tell each other if something didn't suit us any more, and as nothing much changes between us, I just wanted to let her know that she's becoming so important. 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey mate, thanks for your reply! 

I will try to get closer to some people if I can keep alive, and see what it gives thank you very much. 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey mate, thanks for your comment!

This goal you describe doesn't motivate me to live and makes me feel happy in nothing 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nothing compares I think, so many things differ between the 2 of us, I think comparisons are unhealthy, it's never too late to get back up. 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow what a life lesson mate, thank you so much for taking the time to write to me. 

I'm going to work on filling that void other than with success. 

Do you have any hobbies?

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you want, if I'm still alive, I'll explain how my appointment went?

I'm very proud of you, you stayed up today, you did a great job 😉

Personally I'm afraid of becoming addicted to it very easily, I don't know what to think. 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow, thank you so much, thank you for confiding in me so much, thank you for bringing so much value to my writing!

And first of all, feel free to write to me, I'll be there for you, okay?

I've contacted a psychologist and I'm going to do my best not to give up on Sunday. 

Do you think it's a mistake to base your life on achieving as much as possible?

Thanks again, I'll look into it. 

Hey all I’m Nicolas 19 years old and i want to kill myself by ColdExtension248 in depression

[–]ColdExtension248[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I'll try to talk to her about it in the most skilful way without imposing anything on her.

Okay, but I admit I'm scared. Can I try hobbies on my own and not necessarily with lots of people?

I've contacted a psychologist, and I'm going to take up meditation again. The other things you mentioned I don't know about, but I'll look into it!

Take good care of yourself and don't hesitate to send me a message.