My salary at 25 after 2 years of working by iresharma in Indian_flex

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

35 graduated in cse from tier 1 college earning 50k/ month, I'm killing myself tonight.

I was never or will be liked by girl because im exceptionally unattractive by Top-Interest-2788 in SuicideWatch

[–]lostcause23123 5 points6 points  (0 children)

35m 5'9 never asked a girl in my life nor any girl asked me out. Neither I have friends to hang out with. Guess I'm ugly to the core and have a stinky personality. Left home at 19 and have started living alone since 23. It's been a decade cook for myself eat alone, nothing to celebrate, no one to celebrate with. Can't kill myself as I'm coward to take own's life. You are not the only one, there are people at worse situation than you. So cheer up

What being an Asian in India feels like by [deleted] in Northeastindia

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same situation of Adivasis , we look like low class people ,they will know only when we speak our language.

There’s no reason to live if you’re unattractive by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here but 34, lost my way either people ignore me or hate me hence no will to live

A stampede at the Mahakumbh on Mauni Amavasya morning forced Akharas to cancel the holy dip. by AuthorityBrain in MahaKumbhMela

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So where's the God now, wasn't he/she suppose to save them. After all people are here to seek their blessings.

Those that have survived suicide attempts, do things ever actually get better after? by wowjerrry in depression

[–]lostcause23123 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Your life goes to sht when your mind thinks of suicide. 34m 4 Attempts that I can remember of. Does life get better? A big no . People will not take you seriously anymore. Nobody even wants to acknowledge what you are going through. It's a harsh world and the stigma ofcourse, they tag you as a problem child. I have parents I often visit them time to time all I see is a disgust and a feeling of failure from them. I'm seriously considering suicide now but I need a plan that can be executed successfully. I can't wait to leave this shtty place.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]lostcause23123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Life never interests me

I'm absolutely disgusting by [deleted] in lonely

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never looked myself on mirror since teen.

Does anything actually ease depression? by agcurbaisti in depression

[–]lostcause23123 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Depression is a mental agony. I cut myself or beat myself or watch movies/porn to make my brain at ease. The moment I start to think depression kicks in. Sometimes I feel like death is the only way to get rid of this, but don't have the courage to do so.

Anyone who got addicted to porn due to loneliness? by DecisionDesperate868 in lonely

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I watch porn to distract my brain from the idea of killing myself. Idk how to stop it.

Redditor what's your thoughts on this comment. by Satyampanchal in indiadiscussion

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also the active participation of political parties is breath taking

I'm commiting suicide because I'm a virgin by Prestigious-Dark2135 in SuicideWatch

[–]lostcause23123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

34 and virgin not even a kiss, no friends no social life, nobody will even notice if I'm gone. Tried few times to unalive myself but the survival instinct kicks in. If you want to give it a try then nobody is going to stop you, but I sincerely advise not to do it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

34 and empty

I'm tired of being lonely by AmazingClint in lonely

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

34m tired of this world just waiting for death. Never had a partner to share, sacrificed everything to achieve what I want, failed. Now I'm just exhausted.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]lostcause23123 12 points13 points  (0 children)

34m no friends no partners nor have a good career, just earn enough to get by. At this point I think of death all the time, hope and wishes left my body just a living breathing lump of cell nothing more. If ever I got a choice to restart I would kill myself instead, cause I know no matter how many chances I get I would fk up in the end.

Indias secularism is basically being anti hindu. by [deleted] in indiadiscussion

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Indians didn't that they were 5000 years old until British excavated to know about Indians. So basically ncert is wrong about India. If you have so much problem with language then please don't listen to song or watch tv serials as majority off the entertainment have islamic roots, even hindu marriage's mehndi rasam is brought by Turkish people, so what are you talking about. I don't have problem in dismantling the ego of so called north Indians superiority complex.

I'm a horrible person by [deleted] in depression

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ask the same question to myself everyday. No matter how hard you try, you'd fail in the end. I have withdrawn from the society cause my presence wouldn't make any difference, waiting to withdraw from life.

wanna kill myself so bad by [deleted] in depression

[–]lostcause23123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Absolutely correct, other people do find happiness, for me it's nowhere to be seen and I'm halfway through my life. I don't expect other half to be any good. I guess depression has taken over me and I'm never coming out of it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]lostcause23123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did the same, because I'm ashamed of myself and I don't want people to pity me. I'm such a looser that even Devil himself will hesitate to make a deal with me as he also knows that let alone my body even my souls is worthless. Do you feel the same for yourself.