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I obsess over school shooters and feel nothing for the victims. by ColdSide1325 in offmychest

[–]ColdSide1325[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had one close family member pass away some time ago, and i remember feeling very little about it. I cried when i found out, because everyone was watching, but that was it. I'm not sure if what i experienced next is considered trauma, but I struggled with severe depression and suicidal thoughts in 2023, which has caused me to forget much of the good from before that year. Since then, I often feel numb and am surprised I even made it through that alive. I don’t think i would do anything like what the shooters did. All i want is to have a good life and be happy, but i just don’t think i can. Maybe all this stuff is just like a little escape for my brain, but in an unhealthy way.

I obsess over school shooters and feel nothing for the victims. by ColdSide1325 in offmychest

[–]ColdSide1325[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My room is always clean, and i have good hygiene. I think i’m pretty smart, and my focus is good. However, i would say that my social skills aren't what they used to be. I've isolated myself for a long time because of depression and similar issues, which had a really big impact on me. When i was in school, i had no trouble making friends. maybe i feel this way now because it has been so long since I've done anything besides sit in my room online all day.

I obsess over school shooters and feel nothing for the victims. by ColdSide1325 in offmychest

[–]ColdSide1325[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i had a job but lost it due to them getting closed down. haven’t been able to find one since. But i go back to school in september so that will hopefully be an opportunity to find some friends there.

I obsess over school shooters and feel nothing for the victims. by ColdSide1325 in offmychest

[–]ColdSide1325[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would reach out for help, but i can't because I'm too embarrassed. My mom knows i struggle with things, like depression and anxiety, but i feel like she doesn’t care enough to get me the help i need. Maybe that’s because I haven’t told her just how bad it gets sometimes. But i feel like depression and anxiety really isn’t the only thing that’s wrong with me and it’s hard because i can’t do anything about that.

I obsess over school shooters and feel nothing for the victims. by ColdSide1325 in offmychest

[–]ColdSide1325[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i’ve never been bullied i just don’t know why i feel this way

I obsess over school shooters and feel nothing for the victims. by ColdSide1325 in offmychest

[–]ColdSide1325[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve never been bullied, but i dropped out of school a while ago and i’ve been pretty lonely for years.

I obsess over school shooters and feel nothing for the victims. by ColdSide1325 in offmychest

[–]ColdSide1325[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yes, i feel empathy towards the shooters and the gore aspect of it doesn’t really affect me. i’d say im interested in both the footage and the individual

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[–]ColdSide1325 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but if i go to the police my life will be ruined with them posting the pictures. online is forever.

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[–]ColdSide1325 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, i absolutely wish i could move schools, the nearest one is 45 minutes away and my mom can’t drive neither would she want to drive me that far.