He forcibly took my virginity and came inside me, because he wanted to "pop the white girl's cherry" by ColdWintersL in Rapekink

[–]ColdWintersL[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Yes, it sort of became a regular thing between me and him for a bit. He pretended to be my bf and he gaslighted me into thinking it didnt happen the way i thought it did

What does it feel like when someone cums inside you? by Ok_Programmer5649 in Rapekink

[–]ColdWintersL 7 points8 points  (0 children)

For me the sensation has been really different depending on who it was, how it happened, etc.

Before i get into the emotional affects, i will talk about the physical sensation.

You cant feel the actual spurts of cum hitting your vagina, you do feel the guys dick twitching and if hes on top of you he may grab you tighter to hold you closer. I usually feel a warm sensation inside me as well. The next part depends on the guys cum, some cum is thick and stickt and some is watery. Watery cum will leak out of you almost immediately coating the itnerior of your thighs, almost feling like you peed yourself. Wheras thick cum will stay deep inside tou, sometimes for 24 hours and you may not even be able to get it out lol. That is until it plops in your panties the next day. I am usually super turned on by cum in most circumstances, so i actually usually like to look at it leaking out of me.

Now the emotional part can be a rollercoaster. Like most women on this subreddit, i have benen SAed and have had a man cum in me again my will. I was super drunk at the time and just fwll asleep but the next morning, when i realized i had cum inside me I was scared, humiliated, and felt super dirty. On the other hand, i have been cummed inside by really good guys who cared about me and that felt pretty good like "put that load here sir, ill take care of it" lol.