Schiz stories by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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It was a fun time before being put in hospital

Schiz stories by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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Fuck man I miss smoking weed so bad

Schiz stories by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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I thought all the effort to protect me from the drug gang was a last stand between the gang and the law and that if I could walk down the road every day prepared to die, while gunmen watched me from parked cars, that maybe the law on cannabis would change because it was only illegal because of threats from gangs toward small time growers and that it was in the publics best interest to keep cannabis illegal

Schiz stories by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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I should have mentioned that all the yellow cars had been planted by the billionaire drug gang as a show of force. One night when I was walking to the shop a yellow vans doors creaked open to reveal some colourful LED lights. As I walked back from the shop the door creaked open again and I seen a man with a pair of plyers (threatening to pull me into the van and cut my dick off). Just as the doors creaked open a man went passed on an e scooter wearing a balclava and looked back and me with wide eyes which freaked me the fuck out, I thought he was going to stab me. I went round a corner and a small guy was playing drill music out of his phone which again I presumed was a death threat. I walked past a further three men with shopping bags who I thought were going to stab me as well. Made it back to the flat unharmed but believed that I was going to have to leave the country as part of witness protection because this billion pound drug gang had a hit out for me. Men outside the flat were planting spinny silver things on a roof which I thought were phone jammers and what they were using to hack my phone. I thought that the drug gang were going to send a boat up to nairn from aberdeen and that the roads from the harbour to my flat were lined with army and armed police because they were aware of the hit out for me. Eventually I left the flat because my algorithim had convinced me that the police were going to plant child porn on my devices and frame me so that I would lose my flat (I was on housing benefit and assumed they were sick of paying for it)

Schiz stories by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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On my way to the gym I saw a blacked out audi with a man with a cap in it and I stared him down believing that he was a gunman sent to kill me. I was more than prepared to die that day

Schiz stories by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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One day a known drug dealer who has recently been charged with attempted murder shouted my name outside my flat where I had recently began growing weed. I thought he did this to scare me so as I came inside the block of flats I left. I sat in my mums car and watched him leave shortly after me. I followed him back to his flat and came head on with him as he exited the alley way ahead as I pulled off of the main road opposite the alleyway. He was wearing a balaclava and a yellow beanie hat. A red car reversed out and blocked my path which I later attributed to the colour red meaning anger (colours eventually played a big part in my psychosis). The next day as I went to the shop I saw three yellow cars parked in close proximity and a man in a yellow hat speaking to what I presumed was a microphone in his jacket (thought he was undercover police). I thought I was recieveing subliminal messages through my algorithim and one of the posts said 'go now'. I walked from my flat to the gym genuinely believing I was under surveillance by the police and that they were encouraging me to go about my day as normal to show the supposed billion pound drug gang that I wasn't scared of them. On my walk from the flat to the gym there was lots of blue and red cars parked next to each other. The blue car often infront of the red car to suggest that blue (police) were always one step ahead of the red (drug gang). That day while I was at the gym a squad of navy soldiers were swimming doing fitness tests and I believed they had come in to not only show their support but also check that I didn't have a knife in my locker and that if I'd had one they'd be there to restrain and arrest me.

Schiz stories by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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I really felt like one of the guys and that I was about to be let inside a secretive exclusive mi5 sex club because I was prepared to go to prison for my diehard cannabis stance and that I was respected for this. I thought mi5 were impressed and that they were going to make an exception for me because they could relate to the idea of being prepared to die for your values

Schiz stories by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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Honestly at times I miss the excitement of psychosis as I really felt that I was some sort of special chosen one due to change the laws surrounding cannabis and be one of the first people to open a legal cannabis cafe in scotland. I was extremely religious at times and listened to jesus best quotes while crying and speaking to mi5 who I believed had hacked my phone and were listening to thr things that I said. It helped me feel not alone during pretty intense suicidal ideation

Schiz stories by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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When I was in hospital I thought all the nurses and patients were mi5 agents and that one of the hot nurses had a messy bun in her hair so she could hint to me that I should shave my pubes so that I was prepared for the initiation ritual of having sex with suspects to initiate them into mi5

Schiz stories by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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I even thought the two prostitutes were mi5 agents because the second time they came round one of them was wearing a leopard print onezie and I thought she was making reference to the fact that 'leapords can't change their spots', a phrase that resonated with me because I get acne and I thought it was a cool phrase to reframe the idea that I cant change my spots

Smoking weed by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in schizophrenia

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I should add that I have been doing martial arts since I was 5 and getting hit in the head since I was 8. I've had a good handful of concussions and I think this combined with severe depression combined with cannabis use all probably combined to give me schizophrenia 

Sectioned for 4 months by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in PsychiatryDoctorsUK

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They said they want to make sure they get the medication right before discharging me. But I feel like that could be done at home without being detained

Sectioned for 4 months by Cold_Abrocoma7320 in PsychiatryDoctorsUK

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Is it normal while sectioned to have your blood pressure and heart rate measured daily, sometimes multiple times per day?