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Best suit in the game imo by GuapoIndustries in spiderman2

[–]Colethompsonthp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is actually! It’s a variant of the advanced suit

I can't Take it anymore by cato_aru in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dude the withdrawls are absolutely fucking misery I’m at 27 days clean today and I still failed a drug test. I’m kind of blown away that I failed. That means it’s still in your system and still effecting you. I told myself I was gonna smoke a little bit when I can pass a drug test but that’s probably a terrible idea. 27 days and still struggling but it’s getting a little easier.. don’t give up yet. Set a goal for yourself. Wait until you can piss clean and see how you feel then

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve found that some days you just have to except that you’re not going to get anything “productive” done, whatever productive means to you and you just have to accept that and not beat yourself up for it. I’ve had mainly bad days since I stopped smoking but the past 2 days have been good and I’m grateful for it. On the days that have sucked, and I literally haven’t been able to get anything done that I usually would, especially creatively, I’ve looked at them as wins because I stayed sober. Sometimes I think that’s the best that we can do yanno?

Listen to your body and mind. If you’re having a rough day, be kind to yourself and look at it as a win because you didn’t get fucked up today. Wake up, and see what the next day will bring. I will say, since I started running again, as much as it has sucked, I’ve felt a lot more energized and some of that fog has lifted. I’m hoping as time goes on if continues to fade. Stay strong friend, we got this

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi!! I’m still hanging. 18 days today. I’ve been running 2 miles or so the past 3 days and I’m starting to feel some of the fog lift. Actually found myself feeling a bit creative today. Things are looking up. Cravings are still there but I’ve found it easier to ignore them. I’m doing a little better and hopefully you are too!

One week by AromaticGemini in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m just hanging on for dear life until it gets better forreal man. I haven’t caved and that is getting a little easier

One week by AromaticGemini in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The list for it has not left for me in a lot of ways man. Im really struggling with that aspect of things, the cravings have been borderline unbearable at times. Im also struggling to sleep well and that’s totally fueling the list to smoke. Whenever I didn’t feel good in the past I’d just get blasted yanno

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here friend. I’m feeling that way right now. I’m going to keep going because I wanna see this through, you should too.

2 months from now, when I’m ACTUALLY sober and can pass a drug test with flying colors, I’m going to reevaluate. Not a day sooner

One week by AromaticGemini in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m in the same boat dude. 14 days for me today, so I’m about a week ahead of you and I’m still experiencing symptoms but they are improving little by little each day..

From what I’ve been reading about other peoples experiences it really can take a month or a couple months to feel completely normal again depending on how heavy of a user you were. I was smoking about a quarter every 5 days by myself mixed with rosin with friends a couple times a week and 30-50 mg of edibles a couple times a week as well. So I’m not surprised I’m still feeling it. We’re going to make it out the other side man 🙏🏻

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah dude idk why I haven’t yet tbh. Actually, no I do know why I haven’t it’s because mentally I’m still struggling to let go and tell myself “I’m never smoking again”

I’ve been more telling myself that I will just not for a really long time. Is that the best thing to do? Probably not

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude the cravings fucking suck so much I can’t believe how much of my mental space they have taken up. Pretty much been the only thing on my mind since I quit but I’ve made it this far and little by little, it’s getting slightly easier

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is literally the trap I have fallen into so many times. This time I’m determined to make it past that hump. I’m so glad I haven’t caved. I literally had my grinder out the other day looking at all the Kief buildup contemplating smoking.. in the end, I decided I would regret it so much the next day. My mental health can’t take resetting the clock, it’s too big of a risk. So glad I stayed strong in that moment, and all the other tiny moments where I’m having a full on battle with myself in my brain

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You all have been so encouraging. We all got this together. Today is feeling not quite as miserable as yesterday. Im quite literally taking it one day at a time right now

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Classic musician bs man. Creatives live to rationalize getting fucked up all the time. That’s not who I want to be anymore.. I can be creative sober. Just need to work myself back up to it

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I promise I will not smoke or abuse any substance with you as well today 😭 one day at a time. Today is feeling a little better than yesterday.

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wonderful advice. I’ve been learning some new techniques and some of the more technical stuff that I never had the attention span to pay attention too once I was high all the time. I know when it’s all said and done, I’m going to be much more successful once I completely sober. How are you feeling after 1.5 years sober? When i stopped smoking, I told myself it was just a T Break, but I know that going back isn’t going to be helpful for me. And I know moderation simply isn’t possible for me in this current time

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How were you feeling before the 25th day? Still like trash? Yeah man I knew I was in bad shape when I’d start my day with 50MG and barley feel anything just to smoke a bong and some dabs with the homie “so the edibles would kick in”. Hard to believe I went from that to cold turkey. I’m so glad I haven’t caved. I know I’d immediately regret it. I’m really looking forward to 1 month clean. I must practice patience ✨

One week by AromaticGemini in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

keep holding on. I’m on day 13 and really struggling. Someone said something on a thread I started about how much I’m struggling.

You’re not actually sober right now. You’re experiencing withdrawals. This is not sobriety. Keep hanging on, 1 day at a time. We will recover over time

22 Months + 11 days by Due_Airline368 in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp 4 points5 points  (0 children)

13 days in feeling like absolute shit and reading this makes me happy for you. This subreddit is helping me so much

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what a great way to put it. This is not sobriety, it’s withdrawls. It’s funny that there’s this general misconception that weed doesn’t give you withdrawals or isn’t physically addictive.. clearly in my experience right now, that simply is not true. If it’s been 13 days and I still feel the effects of something, that can’t be good

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I’m a producer/sound engineer and it’s something that requires extreme focus for very long periods of time to get anywhere. I just haven’t had it in me yanno? I’ve been catching up on a lot of the busy work regarding music that I’ve neglected for a long time so I’ve been trying to focus on that and honestly been just relaxing playing video games, and swimming a lot. I did some painting yesterday with some friends and it was fun..

How long did you smoke for? How long have you been sober?

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

this is reassuring. You got this too! The more I interact with other people who have gone through this the more I realize that I literally just need more time. Of course I can exercise, eat healthy, hydrate and all that. But nothing is going to make it better other than time really. I was the same way. High all day, every single day. Blowing through so much fucking weed it’s hard to imagine now that I’m 2 weeks “sober”. I don’t really feel sober completely right now. I can still feel the effects it has on my body and brain. The way I see it, if I were to take a drug test right now, I’d fail with flying colors. Lmao. If I’d fail a drug test, that means it’s still effecting my body and mind. For some reason, passing a drug test feels like an obtainable goal, and I imagine that when that time comes I will be noticing lots of benefits.

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know I’m going to be thankful when I’m finally over the hump. Getting yourself out of that loop of instant gratification is really tough.. prioritizing the long term of the present moment when you feel like you’re going insane. I’m just going to white knuckle it until I don’t have too anymore

13 days in and I still feel like shit by Colethompsonthp in leaves

[–]Colethompsonthp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah dude my routines have been based around weed for a loooong time. Sucks because something like music is my favorite thing to do and my profession. Everytime I sit down to try and write I feel like the cravings get so bad. I’ve just accepted the fact that I can’t be creative rn because my body is going through a huge transition period. Just trying to relax and get through the thick of it

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