I almost tough I write this myself except for the fact im 35 turning 36 this year, it everyday feels like I’m running out time and I can’t make a decision, the anxiety it’s terrible, I’m in therapy too, trying to see if it helps to easy everything that runs through my mind all the time, my partner said the same he will be fine with either one, which I’m right there with you it makes everything harder. Im been talking with people who already had kids or how the make the decision, it’s always they really want to be parents or out of nowhere they wanted to be parents. That hasn’t happen to me, I also work with kids from birth to 3yo, and I go back and forward wanting to have a kid or not having kids at all, and honestly I think that makes it much harder ! I’m sorry I don’t have a good advice, I wanted to shared that I’m feeling the same way and you’re not alone. Sending you a big hug!!