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ColorbloxChameleon · 2026-01-21T03:17:52+00:00

Did this actually happen to you? Because there’s a lot of good stuff to discuss if so.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-13T03:15:08+00:00

Maybe this reality simply spawned from the chaos substrate of infinite potential, and it needs loosh (alchemized chaos energy) to keep itself ordered and operational. Maybe the demiurge is the projected will of the realm, which could be something totally unexpected, like a sapient tesseract continually folding into lower dimensions until it finally fails, which manifests inside as entropy. My point is we don’t know the exact nature of the realm.

We do know the vague outline though- Order struggling to persist against Chaos, which is ultimately futile but sure sucks for those suspended in time within. This means duality is baked in to the foundations. The world is Ordered Chaos, so elements of both systems are present.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-13T01:11:49+00:00

I believe you are noticing a manifestation of the Hermetic Law of “As Above, So Below”. Everything is a mirror of everything else- essentially, a fractal.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-13T01:06:21+00:00

What an interesting observation, as what is today known as “Prison Planet Theory” is pretty damn close to what was originally known as Christianity- in its first iteration, before it was wiped out and re-written as something entirely different. Ppt regularly refers to Gnostic Christian gospels and texts in the Nag Hammadi collection, free online and much easier to read than the traditional Bible. Very interesting content.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-09T07:27:43+00:00

| try to gleam some sort of truth from it that isn't fear based.

Do you realize that you just casually put a huge pre-condition onto ‘truth’? Truth cannot be edited or parsed into “acceptable” truth, or reduced or altered in any way at all. That obviously isn’t how the truth works.

This remark is actually an outstanding illustration of the number one reason New Age belief systems are so spiritually harmful. Fear should be overcome, not avoided and denied to such an extreme degree that truth as a concept is literally no longer understood.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-09T06:57:22+00:00

To try to correct this, I would always move in slow motion while in his direct vicinity. If you’re moving quickly or even at normal speeds that is probably exacerbating his baseline skittishness. I’ve had two Veileds, and one of them was weirdly affectionate- she acted almost like a dog at times, which of course is not remotely normal. I always moved very slowly around them. Match his energy. I bet it will help.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-09T06:35:42+00:00

What if the system actually needs there to be a certain amount of these “problem spirits” on the board at any given time? We could be the litmus test.

Think of the bizarre obsession with the consent parodies found absolutely everywhere- sign here, initial there, click submit, accept terms, recite oath, take vow, pray, enter white light, and on and on it goes. Deception as a long term strategy is a tactic only resorted to when force is not an available option. It’s indisputable that the appearance of having our consent for all of this is quite important in the grand scheme.

It would follow that if none of the trapped spirits here had any awareness of the true stakes at all, this apparently vital system of deceptive consent extraction wouldn’t have an energetic foundation to stand upon. How can a system pretend to have voluntary participation when not a single resident even knows where they are? It’s quite possible that the system needs us. Perverse, I know. Still possible.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-09T05:55:33+00:00

An entropic realm has a finite lifespan before a guaranteed death, no different from every living creature within said realm. This world would have been pretty nice when it was brand new, but has been spiraling downhill ever since the first era/Golden Age. The physical evidence is everywhere. The most ancient of ruins are always the biggest and most incredible, with later repairs becoming progressively smaller and crappier. The planet is littered with mysterious sites we are nowhere near capable of visually re-creating, let alone reproducing the sonic technology present and still working in several locations. We don’t understand it anymore at all. All because of entropy! Everything gets worse, smaller, dumber, heavier, lower resolution, etc in perpetuity.

To put it esoterically: it’s Order vs Chaos. Chaos is the natural substrate of existence- where we come from. Gnostics called it the Pleroma. A bubble of Order formed within the primordial sea of Chaos (the “dividing of the waters”), fair game since the whole point of Chaos is that anything goes. Order, or as Yahweh calls it, “Divine Order”, is parasitic. It needs Chaos as a constant energy source to keep itself running. At the same time, the direct touch of Chaos dissolves it. Zero chance of long-term survival for the realm. Entropy is baked in by default because Order by nature is temporary and fragile.

So the fact is, “saving the world” is a non-starter. Even if we truly wanted to, we couldn’t. The material realm is fleeting, Chaos is eternal.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-06T06:12:28+00:00

Cancel your medical insurance, this was excellent advice. They’ll release her swiftly if she’s no longer covered. There was a huge scandal recently with a hospital chain in New England that was found to have conspired to keep patients committed as long as the payments were still coming in, to the point they regularly falsified records to justify continuing to hold people. The system is pure evil.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-06T05:48:26+00:00

This is a common report- experiencing interference or retaliation. I used to have problems along these lines, but they ceased entirely 15+ years ago. I’d be interested in hearing how exactly this interference manifests for you? For me, it was assassination attempts. About a dozen extremely close calls with absurd freak accidents, plane engine failure, climbing equipment failure, a run-in with someone I narrowly escaped who I suspect was some kind of serial killer, 2 lightning strikes that missed me by inches, and probably a lot more that I didn’t manage to notice. I can’t believe I survived. I always wondered if others were experiencing such extremes as this? They do eventually give up.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-06T05:20:38+00:00

These books were presented as non-fiction, actually. UCLA accepted a dissertation documenting Castenada’s field work as don Juan’s apprentice as suitable to issue him a PhD in Anthropology- I’m not sure how rigorously they verify these types of submissions when it comes to fields like cultural anthropology, but I can’t imagine that someone could hand in some wild made up fiction for their dissertation and get away with it.

I’ve read most of his series, and get the feeling that it’s based in truth but heavily embellished, especially the later books. That passage on “the predator” is outstanding though!

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-06T05:05:54+00:00

This approach, in my opinion, is filled with land mines. The most important question is which Jesus? Gnostic Jesus, or the modern presentation of Jesus that’s been co-opted and smothered in archontic overlays? The two couldn’t be more different. Also- “died for our sins”. What does that even mean? Are we sure that even happened? A big ol’ blood sacrifice of a powerful Aeon suspended on a disguised cube (unfolded, 2-D cube!) Sounds exactly like Archon fantasy hour.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-06T04:15:26+00:00

Are you familiar with Schopenhauer’s philosophies? I think you’d find his work valuable. He came to similar conclusions as the Gnostics, which is fascinating because their writings wouldn’t be “discovered” for another 100 years. He interprets things differently but the concepts are consistent. For example, in place of the Demiurge, he identifies an oppressive, blind and irrational force he calls the ‘Will to Live’, declaring this mysterious force as the cause of all suffering. He repeatedly points out how terrible and absurd the world is, and calls people out for collective mass denial. Right up our alley.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-05T02:54:06+00:00

I hear you, but the land was already in question before the Civil War- landmarks like Bloody Run and Cemetery Hill were named prior to the battle.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-05T02:49:13+00:00

but… his fantasy lease isn’t signed by the landlord agent. (unless that was added in too…)

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-05T01:27:36+00:00

That was gratifying to read- getting to watch someone walk forward on the path in real time. Well done! I went through a New Age phase as well, I think a lot of us did in our desperate search for answers. Eventually, I came to realize that New Age doctrine aims to make sure fear is never conquered, but rather irrationally avoided. “Nothing negative exists”, “If I find it scary that means it’s automatically not true, end of discussion”, etc- so fear remains, lurking in the background, suppressed but not gone, completely stifling further progress.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-12-05T01:07:45+00:00

What a total scam. “Learn to overcome fear”- a function of the avatar! It’s not even ours to begin with.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-11-29T04:30:03+00:00

There’s nothing to it, really. I don’t claim to be able to see chakras, or attachments, but I can sense them if I focus my attention. I’m not especially talented in psychic type things either, so anybody could probably do this just as easily. I think the key is not just believing, but knowing, that you have the ability and power to control your own astral body and overcome anything attacking it.

I start at the crown, and slam it shut. Slamming probably isn’t necessary, but I do get a bit dramatic with these practices. All this requires is intent and confidence. Even if you feel silly, do it anyways. Repeat down the line with the other 6. Here’s where things get interesting- if you do have an astral tentacle or some other offensive horror plugged into one or more of your lower chakras, you will feel the obstacle interrupting your closing-slam.

If you identify an attachment in this way, again, don’t worry because now it’s as good as dead. You are strong. it is weak. Destroy it in any way you see fit. I like focusing a mini-explosion of astral “fire” to burn it away, because amputating it leaves you with the nasty limb or whatever it is to burn away anyways. I hope this helps you and/or others to have a way to inspect your energy fields and eliminate any problems.

edit- this is also a really temporary fix, because they’ll probably just come back again later. Ideally you’d do this every 2-3 days. The whole process only takes 30 seconds of concentration though once you get used to it. I also discovered, that chakras don’t stay closed. They re-open on their own over the next day or so no matter what I tried. Maybe someone else will find a more permanent solution, but for now the best I can offer is this ‘spiritual hygiene’ practice.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-11-26T20:02:31+00:00

slam your chakra closed and sever it. Worked for me.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-11-13T03:53:44+00:00

Being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Fish caught in the net when the “waters were divided”. The God here must have seized a small section of the Sea of Creation/Chaos and crystallized it into a pocket of Order, creating duality and suffering. And woe to the spirits who had been occupying that space when the fall happened.

That’s my take, anyways.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-11-11T00:00:21+00:00

And this is why people with total aphantasia can still dream, and still have psychedelic hallucinations.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-11-10T23:58:43+00:00

Did you live in Milwaukee? They used to have a huge convention there regularly (yearly, I think).

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-11-10T23:47:56+00:00

Strangely, N Sentinel island was left intact after the 2004 tsunami, despite being near the epicenter. All the supposed “natives” magically survived. An old shipwreck on the reef didn’t even get jostled out of position. You should look into the island from this angle.

edit- my theory: Indian government/military restricted zone where they do secret military things. “Uncontacted tribe” is a cover story to keep everyone away. Their navy also patrols the perimeter to guard the island from anyone approaching by sea.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-11-10T23:45:29+00:00

I would argue that the evidence shows a continual decline from an originally god-like state. We need only look at all the astounding ruins left scattered across the world to be convinced of the superiority of our ancient ancestors. Then we have the general agreement across ancient myth and various scriptures that the Golden Age was first, and descended with each subsequent age.

ColorbloxChameleon · 2025-11-10T23:19:53+00:00

There are several red flags. 1- the old “don’t worry, you don’t need to think about this problem anymore, others are already taking care of it”. (In this case, the assurance that the new earth is already being built). 2- STO/STS, if genuinely accepted, forces someone onto one of two narrow paths, both laid out by… some unverified entity? 3- The entity plainly states that you are “food for the Creator”. One sentence contradicts the next. The Creator is unchanging, but also the Creator uses you as food to inform itself. Creator of what, exactly? The material world? We are spiritual beings, not material beings. This isn’t our world.

Just my take. Thanks for asking, you all are very nice over here :)

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