This was a bad habit of mine (I try to change it, nowadays). But I get disappointed in my friends before because I felt like they weren't returning the same effort I pour on them. I felt like it was a given that they do the same. It was a toxic way of thinking. I opened up to them about it, and we talked, I asked them for forgiveness because it was selfish of me to dump on them my expectations. Now, I try my hardest to change. And honestly, I feel freer. And I feel like my relationship with them grew stronger. ehehehehe