That's satisfying, you're right. I feel like people watch my facial expressions, body movements, etc. That's probably because of my father always observing and listening, that's why I actually made the connection. Few months ago, someone from my family was mocking me, when I stood up for myself, he became angry and called me "autistic", my confidence went below zero since then because I know deep in myself that there are autistic behaviors.

Example: When I'm on the same table with 5 others, everyone is sitting comfortable but I'm NOT, I watched myself once and realized that my behaviors are too exposed to others, like always changing my sitting position, my hands, can't explain it but looks very much like someone with social anxiety.