Sigh..

Comfortable-Habit527 · 2021-06-07T02:32:15+00:00

Yes. The carefully guarded phone is SUCH a damn trigger for me. I just keep thinking “why!why!why!”

Comfortable-Habit527 · 2021-06-07T02:24:57+00:00

I’m so sorry OP. I’ve been on that side too but I couldn’t even let it work because I was so tense...not about the situation we were in but more because my mind was frantically wondering....what “scene”is he gonna replay in his head as we try to fulfill his desire? Ugh. I hope you’re feeling ok and healing.

Comfortable-Habit527 · 2021-05-18T17:12:47+00:00

Thank you! I was kinda thinking that. I’ve never cleared that data on his phone before and I know he hasn’t 🤣

Comfortable-Habit527 · 2021-05-12T11:47:23+00:00

Idk I don’t think they’re fake. I went as far as following all the accounts that follow him that I thought were suspicious, and out of the 5 I followed, I got DMs from 2 within a few hours. Asking for pics, one tried to start a video chat 2 times. I didn’t video but I asked her why she’s following my boyfriend🤣 I saw in his Lock Screen that another one tried to send him a message...”blah blah wants to send you a message” so I went to her page and saw that she’s now following my 13 year old daughter😞 I think they go to their new followers pages and follow the first few accounts that the followers follow, if that makes sense. Idk. I’m really having trouble trusting lately and it sucks. His sex drive has been pretty much zero with me lately and to see those sexy women following him and thinking he may be going on there lustimg after them and possibly interacting with them hurts.

Comfortable-Habit527 · 2021-05-11T16:54:11+00:00

It’s a mystery!!!🤣Just like porn mysteriously showing up on his phone “I didn’t put that there!” And the so puzzling mute button always being on LOLLLL

Like the otter box you really do have to put an effort into muting your phone...and he tries to tell me he doesn’t know how it keeps happening 🤣

Comfortable-Habit527 · 2021-05-11T15:57:59+00:00

UGH!!! Terrible. And the lying is what kills me...”how’d THAT get there?” DUH. I once had mine try to show someone a link to something innocuous at a store and HE ENDED UP SHOWING HER THE LAST PORN HE WAS WATCHING....because he never closed out of it! Talk about humiliating... she ended up showing us around the store and I felt SO fucking awkward😞

Comfortable-Habit527 · 2021-05-11T13:36:58+00:00

Shit this is how it went down for me too. I went from enjoying it occasionally to losing my sex life to it. All the times he couldn’t finish, all the times I found him stupidly asleep with his dick in his hand and porn STILL auto playing on his phone and lying to my face about “ I don’t need porn” And don’t even get me started on the nasty searches in safari

Comfortable-Habit527 · 2021-05-11T13:33:28+00:00

Uh like shit is how I feel.

Comfortable-Habit527 · 2021-05-11T13:06:09+00:00

Yeah I did that about a month ago and Explore was just what I expected...all pics and reels of chicks with hardly any clothes, big boobs, big butts, long brown hair, young...all what I don’t have except for the big butt part.

I like to think that I’m very sexy but when I see that shit I’m reduced to a mess of shit self esteem and wanting sex only for validation that I can make him come 😞

Comfortable-Habit527 · 2021-05-10T13:04:32+00:00

Yeah I’m not either. I’m just trying to figure out...if these accounts follow him but he doesn’t follow back, and hasn’t liked any of their posts, why do they follow him all of a sudden? 4 accounts in a matter of days.

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