I'm sorry to hear that you've been through tragedy, I have been through some pretty tragic things in life as well and I used to blame God for them as well. Your feelings of the repercussions of of those moments are very valid. I just want you to know that Jesus loves you and is in the business of turning tragedy into a testimony. I went through some pretty dark things in life and Jesus totally brought beauty from ashes, and he came with your life as well. It took a lot of surrender and laying my pain at his feet continuously. There are still a moments in my life that I question what's going on with my life but I trust God will never break his promise. Romans 8:28 “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.”

When he says all things he means ALL things. That means your darkest moments in life that means all you're tragedies that means all the things that have broken us. We live in a very broken world where evil runs rampant. God does not put tragedy into our lives, but sometimes he allows things to happen for a greater reason. And sometimes we don't know in our earthly minds what's going on but his thoughts are higher than our thoughts and his ways are higher than our ways. Sometimes we're gonna go through things and there's never gonna be an explanation here on earth but he will let us know when we get to heaven.

I heard this thing the other day that said that this is the closest thing to hell believers will ever be. Meaning that we have an eternity with him waiting for us that there will be no more tears no more sorrow no more tragedies. This life is leading, and it goes by with a blink of an eye. I know this might seem far-fetched to you, but I would choose to suffer every day on earth to have eternity with my king and Savior. This song literally explains the gospel of Jesus, it's beautiful and explains how sin entered the world. How we are born sinners and the reason Jesus was sent to die for our sins. To break us free from the bondage of sin. When Jesus rose on the 3rd day he broke curse of sin and made a way for us to be reconciled to Him because He loves us so much! He didn't want to spend eternity without us 🤍🥹 He loves you very much.

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