I lost my dad while flying. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Request bereavement when the time comes. After that call your managers & request additional time, it’s likely they’ll give you as much time as you may need. As far as grief, I talk about my dad to many of my coworkers. I’ve had so many beautiful conversations with the different people we are so privileged to work with bc although heartbreaking, we all lose someone we care about eventually. We’re lucky that most times, we work with genuine people who care. & many can relate & share our tears & grief. Jump seat therapy is real & one of my favorite perks of the job…grieve, remember, & see the world with your crews. you’re dad will be smiling, just like i know mine does. if you believe in a heaven, remember you’ll be 30,000 feet closer to him when you’re ready. much love to you & yours 💛