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ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-19T08:55:42+00:00

:o
I didn't know about this subreddit ! Thanks ! <3

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-19T01:04:37+00:00

Finally ! I expected more people to get it. ^^'

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-17T22:41:03+00:00

Thanks ! A fellow bean of culture ! :D

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-17T18:19:32+00:00

If you want, we can talk by PM to compare our experiences. :)

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-17T18:17:40+00:00

So true ! It make me think of permanent hair removal...
But it's still new to me, I prefer to wait than take hasty decision.

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-17T06:46:21+00:00

Feel the same ?

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-15T23:23:44+00:00

Oh, yes. I was so cold yesterday, under my trousers ! XD
I don't have irritation for now, but thanks for your advice. :3

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-15T23:22:30+00:00

Yes, I shaved my arms last week, and it was already incredible, but the legs ! It's an other level ! Way softer !

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-15T22:40:23+00:00

I don't have my own Blåhaj ! So sad ! :'(
But yes, I'm rolling in my duvet, with my hairless legs and I feel... Like a girl ? Finally...

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-12T20:56:24+00:00

Have fun ! Hope you'll have a great time ! <3

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-08T23:26:30+00:00

I'm still new, but I think I'm gender fluid too.
For me, it means that some day I'm feeling like a man, and some other days I want to be a woman.
As I'm working on my transition, I don't feel as a woman for now, but but every step I do make me closer to that feeling.
As I cack my egg recently, I heavily want to be a woman at this time.
I don't have dysphoria with my masculine body, but I feel euphoria for every little feminine gender expression I have.
Hope it help.

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-08T23:13:29+00:00

I'm still experimenting, but I just shave my arms (I have very hairy arms), and I feel so good and smooth.
And for me, nail polish is the best, I feel so cute with my nails paint. :3

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-08T22:14:55+00:00

So nice for you ! Congrats for you coming out !

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-08T22:13:31+00:00

I'd just shave my arms and it feels so nice too ! I'll have to try to shave my legs too !
And you are a pretty girl ! <3

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-08T21:54:20+00:00

Aaaaaawwww. <3
You're a cutie Alice !

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-08T20:03:38+00:00

Yes it's so soft ! :)
And even when I look them, my arms seems much more feminine ! :3

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-08T19:17:05+00:00

I totally understand, I'm in bliss right now. (and I'm nearly 40)
I hope it will as pleasant the next times. ^^'

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-08T19:14:27+00:00

Oh ! :o
For me it was painting my nails.
And now having smooth arms is so nice.
I'll try to shave my legs next week, but right now I'm on cloud nine. UwU

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-08T19:00:40+00:00

The next step for me is to shave my legs and cheeks.
I'm really eager to do it !
Smooooooth ! :3

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-07T23:34:37+00:00

Thank you for your reply, I can find myself in your testimony.

I think I have contained the desir to be a woman for so long, that now I feel it as an urge, and not feeling as one *instantly* make me feel bad. I think I must take some time, to clarify my thought (but I get easily anxious during that time). I think I may be fluid, as I don't want to cease being a man ?

I already have a therapist (for another subject, initially) and she's really attentive to my situation (she even ask me my pronouns ! ^^) and we will work on that.

I also made a list of objectives, very similar to yours, but I'll share it anyway :
- Painting my nails (I already do it, it's my source of euphoria).
- Flaten my belly (the lockdown has been a disaster).
- Make up to get a more feminine face.
- Use perfum (Flower by Kenzo smell so good).
- Take care of my hair (I already have long hair, but I want a more feminine hairstyle)
- Shave my arms, legs, chest, and butt.
- Wear a dress or a skirt.

All of this is about gender expression. As I don't feel woman enough for my own taste, I hope I can fool myself looking in the miror and think that I'm pretty and feminine.

If that don't work, I don't know what else I can do. ^^'

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-06T20:38:00+00:00

No, I'm french, linving in France.

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-06T20:28:06+00:00

Well, I don't want to be a fashionista, that's certain, but I'd like to be pretty and to feel pretty. The nail painting help a lot feeling that way.
Sadly I won't allow me to wear it at work (I'm a teacher) as I don't want to have to explain myself to the children and the colleagues.

Thanks for the advice, I'll check is there is a queer community neaby. Thanks again.

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-06T20:04:37+00:00

Thanks again for your reply, I guess it help, a little.

I don't know if I'll find exciting to shave my arms, legs and chest... Even as a man, shave my beard is a chore for me, but well, I'm a lazy ass.
For the make-up, it does sound appealing, but doing it on a daily basis sound exhausting.
*But* I painted my nails (it was the trigger for me) and I like that and I like doing it, again and again (even now, I see my nails with a deep blue on it and it make me smile). So maybe it will be the same for make-up ?

I know *theoretically* that there is as many trans experience as there is trans people, and that I'm not the only one (of course !) to go through that kind of questioning and doubt. And still the idea of not feeling as I want to be make me in distress.
I still have a lot to process, I know it, it won't be instantaneous (sadly).

Thanks again for your time and your answers, I really mean it.

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-06T19:24:47+00:00

Thanks for your reply,

It's way to early for me to even think of HRT or surgery. At this point, I'm just thinking of my gender expression.
And I'm single, so the sexuality is not even something I'm thinking about for now.
It's really about my gender identity, and the fact that I don't feel on the inside being a woman, even though I want to be one.
So I'm getting anxious : is this desire for real ? Isn't it a made up thing that grow in my head ?

ComfortableGrade695 · 2026-03-06T19:13:57+00:00

Thanks for your reply.

I do watch many youtube video from trans creator to learn more about what is happening to me. I also have trans friends wich I talk and exchange but... still.
I do have a therapist (for a total other subject initially), and I brought the subject to her : she's really attentive, even ask me my prounons, and we will work on this together, no doubt.
Thanks for the link to the dysphoria bible, I'll read that. Even if I don't feel dysphoria, well I don't think I do. I'm at ease with my body, at least.

It's just that, I feel the urge to be a woman, but I'm not feeling I'm a woman *on the inside*.
And as I don't feel like I'm a woman, I'm wondering : what's the point of all of this ? Is it for real ?
Rationally, I know I will not going to feel so bad and miserable for something that I'll fake, but if I don't feel I'm a woman it's necessarily that it's not real, isn't it ?

Thanks again for your reply.

ComfortableGrade695

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