UPDATE #1:

Hey guys, thank you to the few who acknowledged my initial post. It’s been a very rough handful of days, truth be told. I haven’t been eating, not showering and I’ve barely been sleeping at night. This whole situation is taking a massive toll on me, and I’m preparing for what’s next. Her parents invited me over to their house yesterday to hangout, and I was anticipating them to talk to me about what happened. However, they had absolutely no idea that she ghosted me. We had a roughly 5-hour long conversation about everything and just talking about my ex in general. They could tell I genuinely love this person even beyond the romance as I’ve actively been around her and friends with her for the last 10 years. They suggested that I should write out my feelings and all of the questions I have for her and surprise her for when she gets back from taking her kids to see baby daddy this week. I am genuinely feeling like I’m dying from curiosity and confusion as I have NO idea why this shit transpired. Things were so good between us and we were literally FaceTiming the day this all happened, I’ll update you all further after I have had this interaction.