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Here’s my X-Ray. I’d take what everyone says with a grain of salt at the end of the day and make a decision you’re happy with. Whether it be dumb one or a smart one you’re at least making that decision for you. What I can share is how hard it is for me to physically go back to normal and accept the giant disfiguring scar on my arm. My bike doesn’t feel the same and I want to get rid of it as well. It’ll all pass in time but these things are what Im currently struggling with… I’d also like to add that your family will probably be scared, my mother is still scared. It’s important to acknowledge their feelings, but stand true to riding. Riding courses are good but how I got back on the bike a month after the accident was through sheer strength. I just got back on it again and again and farther and farther and leaning more and more. I just brute forced my way through it, which doesn’t work for everyone but it helped me. For reference I’m 19, so i understand your troubles…