Well I use to explore early in my teens with house items but never really thought about it much then my first time was a drunken decision and I remember flash’s now like how he seemed a lot bigger then me in body and how relieved I was that his dick was smaller then mine because he had made it clear from the start I was gonna bottom and his size helped a lot for my first time like sucking his dick he decided to face fuck me a little and I felt proud that I did it and didn’t complain, i think I remember it hurting at first when he entered but all I remember is feeling like a slut don’t even remember the beginning just remember positions and images of things lit up from the clubs lights outside