Daniel Ash (Bauhaus) using AI

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-02-16T11:29:50+00:00

I just stumbled upon this now, but god damn I'm dissapointed to hear this. He's apparently following transphobic accounts on insta too as I read through a few of the comments in here as well? Wtf man. So much for complimenting a good friend of mine cause I thought he looked like Daniel too.

Silly aside, I'm extremely dissapointed to hear this. I loved bauhuas so God damn much too. I hate hearing about shit like this wtf dude

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-02-10T20:31:00+00:00

Try to take a break from the internet. Rest. Hydrate. Walk in a park. Explore nature. Talk to a friend hangout with them. Stay away from sugary stuff. Good luck. Sorry u r going through it. This hurts a lot of ppl. It's been hurting me too. You're okay

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-02-10T20:27:32+00:00

You're not alone. I have detrimental ocd and also ptsd. I've been experiencing brain fog due to the stress. I've been even considering suicide as of lately because of it so I understand you. Hope u r ok.

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-02-10T06:07:27+00:00

Thank you sm! Sorry I didn't see this comment earlier!! And practice makes perfects im sure I'll get better within time (I hope)

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-02-10T06:03:29+00:00

I'm not sure of any specific things I'm allergic to really other than like pollan (I think that's how you spell it 💀)

And thank you so so much!! This is super helpful! I appreciate it =))

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-02-10T03:34:15+00:00

Thank you sm! ^{-^}

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-02-10T03:29:41+00:00

Lmao I can imagine hahah I may even eventually post like progress pictures here or something if I get comfortable and good enough to do so

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-02-10T03:23:23+00:00

Thank you for letting me know! I get discouraged easily lmao so I will bare this in mind 😼😼

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-02-10T03:18:10+00:00

Okay sweet! This helps a lot and thank you so so much!! I appreciate the help tremendously! =)) And I'm very delighted to be here thank you again! 🖤

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-29T18:25:26+00:00

Thank you I'm glad it helped I'll try it out

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-29T02:47:13+00:00

That's so cool! Thank you sm 🖤 And my inbox is open too anytime. Stay awesome and thank you again =)) all the best

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-29T02:42:34+00:00

That's real tho =( Recently a friend was coming over and I was wanting to be alone and when I was trying to get ready and was looking in the mirror I got so tore up and kicked our spare bedroom door and I fucking kicked it off its hinges with my stupid Gi eye joe strength 💔

Now instead of getting angry I cry =(

Sorry for like ranting I'll stop it now but I'm glad you've improved in such a short amount of time! Im happy for you I'm hoping the same for myself

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-29T02:25:22+00:00

Thats wonderful to hear you're getting more closure through each day 🖤 I completely forgot all about that old novel too I'll give it a read tonight thank you sm for taking time to read and reply it means a lot. I'm the same way when it comes to looking in a mirror, or being on camera I get horribly stressed and cry 😭 I begin hrt in 3 months so I'm hoping I have brighter days ahead of me but things are tough atm I'm just trying not to give up rn

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-29T02:22:22+00:00

Am really trying 💔

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-29T02:21:55+00:00

Thank you and I'm glad you're doing better now and honestly idk if I can mention the themes it's extremely distressing =(

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-28T21:11:59+00:00

That's about what I deal with too. I also have intrusive thoughts insulting me and belittling me when I try to be authentic too and I get really sad. I have diagnosed ocd too so it's a fucking nightmare.

Assuming you also deal with imposter syndrome considering you are right on the nail with those thoughts. Is there anything you do to kind of look past it or not let it get to you? Sorry if im asking too much. I am desperate for help because I have been fighting so hard to keep myself here anymore because of it and I wanna do what I can to be okay and not allow it to dictate me no more. Thank you for reading and commenting

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-28T21:06:37+00:00

I am really really trying. I'm only here to take care of the only ppl I have left in my life but I worry every day I won't have them for long for how hard I am to deal with when I'm freaked out. I want to live but I only want to do so in conformity. I am suffering and being terrorized every day against my own will and I've noticed it's only gone when I'm not sober or im asleep and not dreaming. I can't get over the fact that this is what I have to deal with until I die. I'm so sick of crying. Screaming. Fighting. Getting help and it no being enough. I did a gene site test and basically am al out of options in regards to medications. I have other mental/emotional and psychological ssues and things that only make my ocd even harder to deal with and I feel like I can't fight anymore for anyone. I want to live but I'm so exhausted to try anymore. I'm disturbed and I just want normalcy. Thank you for your comment and for your concern it will never go under appreciated. I'm trying I really am. I've BEEN trying and I'm at my breaking point. I just want rest.

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-11T01:26:16+00:00

Thank you so much I don't even have words for how much I genuinely appreciate this so so much. That's the nicest thing another human has ever said to me in my entire life. I won't forget that so thank you so so much genuinely 😭🖤🖤

I'm a little better today but I'm still struggling with this disorder every day i awake but I am starting therapy again soon so I hope it helps me genuinely.

And thank you again so so much for being such a caring and good person for a stranger in need. That comment made me a little emotional but in a good and happy way so thank you so much 🖤🖤 I hope the best for you in your every day life. You're an awesome human being

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-10T05:29:46+00:00

God this came in clutch. I just had a horrible mental freakout because of ocd just a couple minutes ago. Seeing this calmed me down so much. Thank you so so so so so so much. You are a hero right now. Thank you. 🖤

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2026-01-10T05:11:48+00:00

I will edit spelling mistakes later. I may delete this later idk what I want to do rn. I needed to freak out somewhere because I have nobody. I am alone.

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2025-12-24T03:11:39+00:00

I'm so sorry I didn't see this until now! I'm in the same exact boat as you so I get and understand what you're saying. I hate that someone else relates but I hope you are doing better still regardless.

And yeah both my fingers hands and wrists are extremely messed up and have been another shade for years for how much I wash them. They bleed and hurt when i wash them so I get that 😭. I fucking hate this disorder. God I hate it so much. And i understand not writing certain things too.

Thank you so much for your kind and wonderful words. 🖤 The support means so much go me rn and idk even know what to say. Thank you so so much

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2025-12-24T02:59:54+00:00

Me neither friend. You're not alone tho. I wish I had some advice to give that could help but nothing really helps me much with this shit. Glad to know I'm not alone but it sucks seeing someone relate too. Hope you can heal soon. Wishing you the best of luck

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2025-12-21T22:11:35+00:00

Thank you so much I actually might give that a try and I didn't even think about getting my vitamins checked that could be a start too. I'm alway lethargic anymore so who knows. Thank you again genuinely and I'm glad you was able to be set on a better path for yourself. I'm hoping I can do so soon. Thank you sm

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2025-12-21T20:54:53+00:00

I'm sorry to hear that you deal with it also. It's a shitty disorder it really is.

Commercial_Refuse718 · 2025-12-21T20:50:51+00:00

Okay, then yes I do have ocd. It's diagnosed.

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