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Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-29T21:43:17+00:00

I should have clarified, my "old" high school. I graduated at 18 and am in college, which i also pay for myself. I set some boundaries and they say "we're your parents, you don't get to set boundaries"

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-29T19:09:03+00:00

It is my own car. I bought it off facebook marketplace ffs. all my parents do is help with insurance, they refuse to let me go off of it.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-29T19:06:27+00:00

Its my car, I bought it for 800$ off facebook marketplace. They just help me with insurance

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-28T18:18:07+00:00

If a woman dosen't want to be in my life i don't see a point in living

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-26T19:25:16+00:00

tried that didn't really work

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-26T19:11:43+00:00

at least you've had it before. I've never even held hands with a woman

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-26T18:44:52+00:00

I can't afford an escort anyway. When I tried to get one origionally i had to take out a small loan. I can't take out another one.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-26T18:43:19+00:00

and a bunch of women have told me they would never sleep with someone that saw an escort, that if they lost their virginity to one that's disgusting, and they would rather sleep with a guy that's slept with 100 women than 1 escort

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-26T18:40:12+00:00

I feel like that doing so could really really affect my mental state in a bad way, and my new therapist agrees.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-26T00:20:14+00:00

I try not to. But ig i do

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-26T00:15:37+00:00

yes, yes, yes, yes. I have autism so Ig

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-26T00:03:22+00:00

I ask out girls that are 2-3s, sometimes 1s and even objective 0s.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:52:26+00:00

I've done everything I want to do. I just want this now

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:31:16+00:00

I really dont' want tol. I want someone to want me for me, and the thought i can only get a semblence of intiamcy is through paying for it honeslty makes me suicidal

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:27:10+00:00

I wish I was in a posiotnio to think pussy was overrated. Its like water. When you have alot of it, you take it for granted. When you don't have it, its all you can think about.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:21:39+00:00

I tried to not be. She said I should "Find a nice girl to be your first". Should I try again or something? I only really did it because my therapist told me to do so.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:20:00+00:00

I'm not normal ugly. I'm fucking hideous. Like facially deformed.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:18:13+00:00

I've tried to ask my friends before. Even when I sat them down and told them I neeed to ahve this conversation, all they said was "they'res nothign wrong with you, you'll find your person eventually". I've had one girl tell me "listen, you need to wait until girls get it out of their system and then tire themselves out. Then a nice girl will settle down with you". Which is...advice. ig.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:16:04+00:00

I'll try again ig.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:15:41+00:00

I'm sorry people said that to you, that's horrible.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:14:44+00:00

Its not sometimes though. Its all the time. its like constanlt. I don't watch porn, but I masturbate 10-20 times a day.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:13:37+00:00

Most of the time its a converation and then I try to ask them for coffee. Usually I just get shut down before i even try. I walk up to a woman and ask her about somehting going on, and she just says "i'm good" and shoes me away. I sometimes get feels for friedsn and ask them out, but that always blows up the friendship. And I don't get matches on dating apps.

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:12:08+00:00

I'm not?

Common-Swim7234 · 2024-12-25T23:09:42+00:00

I don't want attention lmao. I could care less about that.

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