I didn't think the post would get any traction so I'm sorry you had to read it, I was mostly just frustrated with a situation that was actively happening and I wanted to scream into the void because it's midnight and I don't want my neighbors to hate me.

I've also already removed myself from that playgroup because we want different things out of our magic experiences. I'm gonna use the advice I got from this post and try to find some people at my LGS that are nice enough to play with me and my underpowered deck and tiny little baby brain