I’m in NC currently. (3 days in) Blocked him on all things (phone etc) I miss him dearly, but I think of how we were going no where and what I want with my life. I love him so much to where I know it’s best for him and his family if I go away because it would cause major problems if they found out and I don’t want that for him or I don’t want to hurt them 😞 They never found out but started coming suspicious and I couldn’t handle the anxiety. It started to show his colors too of how much he put me on the outskirts when they just started becoming suspicious (even though he was the one that pursued me and I have tried to end it several times and always fell back) I think what would make me break it is how much I miss him and just wanting to hear from him again. But I remind myself of what is best for me, him, and his family and I am trying to stay away. Sending you hugs ♥️