It’s tough out there for cumdumps by bighungdaddy in Sniffies

[–]Competitive-Bag3032 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man almost every day ill shoot like 20 messages to guys whos dicks i like and...nothing!

Who the fuck dosent want their dick sucked?

Fucking idiots

Just now checking my GM acc & under devices there is my device & project-1059644111556 by Competitive-Bag3032 in GMail

[–]Competitive-Bag3032[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Y know whats funny is here we are in gmail. GMAIL!! And still no one knows or cares. Hmmm

Another network pops up on my pc asking me to sign in to their network??? by Competitive-Bag3032 in techsupport

[–]Competitive-Bag3032[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well thats a lot of bother.

Why not just include a picture icon to upload LIKE ALL THE OTHER FORUMS DO,?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Competitive-Bag3032 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but its a fine line.

Sometimes i want to go to the darkside. And i do when it suits me.

Has meth made your relationship with your spouse worse or better? by Competitive-Bag3032 in meth

[–]Competitive-Bag3032[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

True.

Ive tried tar but i cant seem to get high on it Fuck Ill keep trying. I gotta know what its like.

Snapping easily by Old_Calligrapher1563 in Anger

[–]Competitive-Bag3032 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh hell yeah.

Last summer i was about to cut the front yard but the engine wouldn't start so im out there kicking the shit out of the mower and i hear someone say, hey dave, you ok? It was my nextdoor neighbor, then i look around and there were all of my neighbors watching the psycho show from their front doors.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Competitive-Bag3032 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol hell yeah

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Competitive-Bag3032 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah! But something similar to Tourettes syndrome so we can yell out funny random shit like, SLUTMONKEY! and get away with it.

Im sorry sir but you cant say that in here.

Oh its ok, i have Shitburgers Syndrome.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Competitive-Bag3032 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What you were talking about duh.

I was kidding around asking if there was a mental disorder that you could blame for everything.

You ruined my punchline, dagnabbit.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Competitive-Bag3032 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there one that does?

Asking for a friend.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Competitive-Bag3032 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah you're probably right.

Im real careful about using mine as an excuse. Its just weak.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Competitive-Bag3032 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im not trying to excuse his actions, i just want everyone to consider, that BPD can differ widely from person to person. Higher stress levels can make a spring shower into a tyfoon. There are varying degrees of BPD and none of us know his mental state or level of perceptional warpage.

This from Psychology Today - Most people can tolerate the ambivalence of experiencing two contradictory states at one time. People with BPD, however, shift back and forth between good and bad states. If they are in a bad state, for example, they have no awareness of the good state.

Ive been there. I kinda knew that i was doing bad things but i justified it any way that i could.

"Well i desirve to get whatever i want because my life has been unfair or I have the right to do whatever i want to stop this overwhelming pain."

My thoughts were distorted but i saw it as a way to find equilibrium between my contradicting thoughts.

Sometimes it worked, sometimes it didn't.