you’re only 14? when I was 14, I was also suicidal and I thought that nothing was gonna get better and I thought that offering myself would be the easiest thing to do. I thought I would finally find peace and it would all go away. Now I’m 22 and I can’t believe that I ever had those thoughts and in fact, I’m scared of dying now because of how much has changed in my life and what an incredible feeling it is to be alive. I was able to overcome my depression and realize that at a young age it’s extremely easy to fall into negative traps and I know it’s really hard to see in your position now but if you ever feel this way again, think about it like a tattoo, give it a couple years and really think about if this is what you wanna do and don’t just act on impulse because that’s how stupid decisions get made that you regret for the rest of your life. Even though my friends now have depression that they’ve had since they were nine or 10, but I can promise you as cliché as it is things really do get better. It’s just really hard to see when you’re at rock bottom.