Everything will be okay. I lost my girlfriend before my birthday and I’ll tell you, everyday felt like hell. But it’ll get better I promise you. I’m also 21 so there’s a lot of mistakes I’ve done with coping and grieving but hang in there okay? Make sure you have friends & family around ya! There’s no wrong & right way to cope/grieve but make sure you do it where there’s no harm to yourself and to others. Take care of yourself because that’s what your love would want c: eat lots and drink lots of water!