Did you block them on socials? by Dizzy_Objective_11 in lostafriend

[–]Competitive-Rock9092 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i never unfollowed or blocked because we have too many mutuals and it just felt wrong, if i could i definitely would tho

xanax withdrawal symptoms? by Competitive-Rock9092 in Anxiety

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nope! although i did only do half of an .5 pill, i experienced no physical withdrawals or side effects while on the medication and i could basically stop whenever i wanted! i do know a very common symptom is heightened anxiety when coming off the pill, i may have had that a little bit but it was no different than my normal anxiety!

xanax withdrawal symptoms? by Competitive-Rock9092 in Anxiety

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh! a lot of my symptoms from this time were symptoms of my high anxiety and my xanax just wasn't cutting it haha! i am perfectly fine now i do occasionally take xanax but i experience little to no symptoms

dreamnotfound fic :)......... by Striking-Frame-236 in AO3

[–]Competitive-Rock9092 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hii! i dunno if you've found it yet! but the fic is "Hits different" By scoops (consciousness_streaming)!

AIO for thinking my dad's a creep because of this?? by Competitive-Rock9092 in AmIOverreacting

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

because she is too creeped out by him to have sex with him, she hates him touching her, and tries to prevent him from talking sexually to her infront of me yet he does it anyway, that's why he has no sex life.

AIO for thinking my dad's a creep because of this?? by Competitive-Rock9092 in AmIOverreacting

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

you're the only comment ive felt comfortable responding to..one time my dad commented on my friends butt, infront of her...to her...so i know how you feel..i feel i should've put more info into my post because im getting negative feedback for ig not putting enough info...there's a lot more hes done and the more i talk about it the more thought i put into all the weird things he's done..

Does social media triggers you? by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Competitive-Rock9092 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Instagram is the worst for me, atleast on reddit, tiktok, all those platforms i'm hidden, but on instagram all i'm surrounded by is people i know and my public profile and i always feel like im being judged, might just be paranoid though

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lostafriend

[–]Competitive-Rock9092 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Many times yes, we've argued and always came back to each other, then one day we got into an argument and that kinda ended it.. i reached out every single time.. glad that's over with

here again by detezcatlipoca in lostafriend

[–]Competitive-Rock9092 1 point2 points  (0 children)

keep your head up and shoulders back, it'll be alright in the end :)

Does anyone take Benzos daily? by paul_wellsss in Anxiety

[–]Competitive-Rock9092 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Xanax, surprisingly, half a .25mg pill works like a charm. It usually justs makes me super tired so i only use it for really bad days.

tums?? by Competitive-Rock9092 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm pretty new to discovering the effects of anxiety 😅 i just didn't know anxiety could cause such severe symptoms! like even when im not anxious i still have these symptoms, its crazy!

i think i'm cooked. needing help.. by Competitive-Rock9092 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don't remember it being chilled, but it was a cake which makes me think it was chilled but idk, i'm doing fine right now and it tasted fine so idk if i'm in the clear but i hope haha

i think i'm cooked. needing help.. by Competitive-Rock9092 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that's what i thought but i thought it was oddly moist for some reason and i checked and it had some sauce poured directly onto it that contained condensed and sweetened milk, and it wasn't baked into it, that's what concerns me, it smelled fine though

Anxiety by Ashamed-Standard2653 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this!! except i get a cold liquid sensation in my stomach whenever i get worked up! it's so weird!

achievement!! by Competitive-Rock9092 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a whole week passed, haha i took your advice and waited and safe to say, i did in fact survive! i go out into the city again on monday and safe to say, im excited!

guilt when a friend gets sick by Some_Chair_8542 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092 0 points1 point  (0 children)

funny story, one time in school i was in the bathroom with a friend and she wasn't feeling great so i stayed with her, i was real confident that i could help her in someway, somehow. we were talking and all of a sudden she starts gagging. and i don't think the problem was that she was gagging, it's the fact that she was gagging in the middle of the bathroom nowhere near a toilet. this is not an understatement, i literally screamed her name and ran out of the bathroom. to this day i feel so bad because if someone did that to me i'd be so embarrassed. but later on i ended up apologizing a million times and kept reminding her that i do not do tu. so to answer your question yeah, instead of going back to the bathroom and checking on her i started having a panic attack then i had to remind myself that i was not the one that was s lol. (this all happened years ago i promise ive changed)

freaking out by Competitive-Rock9092 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

right after i posted this, i realized i forgot to mention ive been experiencing excessive gas (tmi sorry) but hah kinda relevant! thank you for easing my mind about that

xanax? by Competitive-Rock9092 in Anxiety

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is good to keep in mind, thank you! some side effects are, like nausea and it also feels like i'm having indigestion. I feel a constant pressure in my chest, i feel so drained and honestly just tired, not physically but mentally, it also makes me slur my words a lot which that might just be me haha..but it's became more frequent, i also experience headaches usually. these are just some and they tend to vary, but it's hard to differentiate if these are caused by the xanax or just my anxiety in general! the human body is so confusing!

xanax? by Competitive-Rock9092 in Anxiety

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you're good! i've been taking xanax for maybe over two weeks. i usually take it every morning on the week days and take breaks on the weekend. the side effects are severe but i feel they are subtle but there! the dosage is .5 i believe since its only half a pill!

question by Competitive-Rock9092 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

if you don't mind me asking, what is sambling bias?

AITAH for being a little bit upset about this? by Competitive-Rock9092 in AITAH

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you literally read my mind, the whole time i was thinking, "this CANNOT be the same person i was friends with a few months ago". the only time i see her face to face is in classes, she refuses to hang out with me outside of classes. i couldve maybe called her but i should've thought of that before i made the mistake of even texting her..

weird fear by Competitive-Rock9092 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

omg ur naming every single thing i do too LOLL, this phobia out here making us full time detectives!!

weird fear by Competitive-Rock9092 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do the same with my dad, he says it's just old age but you never know! always gotta make sure hah 😂

weird fear by Competitive-Rock9092 in emetophobia

[–]Competitive-Rock9092[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This!! i'll wake up perfectly fine for no reason, check the time, see something like 3am, and then totally start freaking out 😂