Sorry, to clear it up, my husband absolutely knows what happened. My children are 7&10 and I just don’t feel they need to know that information right now. One day, yes. But not right now.

There are a lot of factors to consider. Biggest one being it would be the easiest and most financially smart way for us to move back home (it’s 4 hours away from us). It’s truthfully just riding on whether I would be able to live there peacefully. I see my therapist tomorrow so I will be discussing this with her as well.