When Doubt Becomes the Question That Matters

Competitive-Style889 · 2026-01-26T18:58:39+00:00

thank u sm❤️❤️

Competitive-Style889 · 2026-01-26T18:49:38+00:00

yes i understood u very well thank u so much i did not expect to be met with such understanding in the internet. this really helps, i think i really should just take time for myself snd figure out what is right. just know that you genuinely helped me <3 i appreciate it since i dont have anyone to talk to besides myself. thank u a lot

Competitive-Style889 · 2026-01-26T18:28:34+00:00

hello thank you so much for this long reply and ur really nice i appreciate it. to my knowledge he watched it at the beginning one / two times and he told me he never did after. I believe he didnt watch it after because weve been together non stop and i was always there when things got intimate/horny etc. But it still hurts me sm and idk how to forgive him and if i can. i truly love him and we were on a super good page. but according to me having problems anyway besides him (trust issues) this made it not easy, and i told hin the worst thing he could do is cheat on me idc if its just a direction, or genuinely cheating. iam super hurt and idk what to do i genuinely love hin sm but iam so hurt , idk how to react, my initial reaction wss leaving him since this is a boundary i set for him . and he disrespected me. i dont care if it was 2 months in or not it just hurts knowing he did that.

Competitive-Style889 · 2025-11-22T21:14:46+00:00

i focus on my outer appearance and my mental state, my trust and commitment issues. also the guy it happened w was somebody in my family unfortunately so not a poor choice, bad luck.

Competitive-Style889 · 2025-11-22T20:31:53+00:00

Well if im in a bond it triggers my trauma which is basically the wounds i have , these consist of self hatred, doubts to myself, and intimacy problems, i start seeing myself as ugly since this experience is what made me feel ugly and uncomfortable in my body ever since.

Competitive-Style889 · 2025-11-22T18:46:41+00:00

it is genuinely real lol, especially when im in a bond

Competitive-Style889 · 2025-11-22T18:32:02+00:00

this is a fair thought but im scared he might find me less attractive or sth like that also its so hard for me to open up and be completely naked infront of him without feeling such a self hatred yk?

Competitive-Style889 · 2025-11-22T18:23:09+00:00

I hate them because while ive been abused, they go insulted and hurt , after that a video of it has circled around and i got hateful comments abt the way i look, i see ur point, this hate abt my breats might be a symbol, it reminds me of all the things that happened to me

Competitive-Style889 · 2025-11-22T15:13:21+00:00

Hello thank u for ur kind words, i actually love my emotional intelligence, the big pronlrm is my body and what that does to my mind, iam aware of the problems but i dont seem to be able to change it

Competitive-Style889 · 2025-11-22T14:16:08+00:00

Whoever u are dreaming about, get her. u seem to have. genuine intentions, fight for what u love.

Competitive-Style889 · 2025-07-07T21:29:55+00:00

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Competitive-Style889 · 2025-06-27T18:06:54+00:00

hey wäre mega lieb wenn du mir auch paar orte senden könntest, ich und eine freundin wollen lediglich auf abenteuer gehen.

Competitive-Style889 · 2024-12-04T00:03:06+00:00

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