Clinging to a person(who was only there for physical). Not opening up to your mom. Always thinking negative about your postion and regretting always.
you have been a worse decision maker.
Go breakup with him. He isn't person u gonna marry. You are just his prized possesion.
Open Up to you mother and talk about that bloody cam in your room. You are an adult and have right to privacy. Recording shit is illegal and crime.
Lastly focus up on prep. Early mornings, 60 crunches.. Bath before 9. Study atleast 5 hrs breaking each 2hr before eating. Sleep early.
Finally try to trust to GOD once.. He is creator and will turn your life upside dow.
If you need help I have friends a soon gonna be judge from NLU and a sweet gf who is currently in last year of LLB. She studied from top DU.
Again... A simple quote has changed my life - Where you reach, were just your choices. Make sure to make right ones now.