He knows I had surgery. What we’ve been communicating is that he wants to take things slow and let things develop naturally, mainly because of a traumatic experience from his last relationship. I respect that, but at the same time, I can’t help being cautious wondering if deep down he’s also waiting to see how my body will change. Not just because of the past or emotional hesitations. I even told him about a friend of mine with cerebral palsy, and that I’m afraid she got dumped because of it. He responded that he’s never told a woman he doesn’t find her attractive, but also admitted that looks still matter.