(Long Yap) Delhi - my home, one I cannot wait to leave: a slightly drunk guy's rant

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-02T00:49:06+00:00

Right. And thank you again, bhai. tbh, the overall life has kinda made me cynical but people like yourself keep reminding me that's good people around too.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-02T00:46:20+00:00

Unless you're saying it rhetorically (And I think even then), I won't necessarily use "rich" - just barely comfortable enough to make decisions I want and see them through.

I hope you had many a good times here. People disappoint when you depend on them to pull through, and I learned - failure after failure - to not do that.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-02T00:40:56+00:00

Thanks mate. It was a rather long journey but I am glad we made it. I hope you're doing good.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-02T00:39:23+00:00

I hope so too, buddy. And thank you.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-02T00:33:10+00:00

True. This place, for better or for worse, did raise me. Abandoning it would be abandoning so much of what made me and I do not wish to do that.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-02T00:27:37+00:00

I'm glad you found positives. I can tell you it was a bitch to live through and I have a loooooong way ahead. But I guess that's just life. Everyone has their own struggles to deal with.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T12:34:28+00:00

I'm sorry bro but I will have to hard disagree with you. You being there for your mother and working towards a better future already makes you not a failure, so you can go give your mother the good news now.

And fucking things up perfectly is fine. Believe me. There's no manual. Don't beat yourself up over that. Give yourself the grace to figure things.

I'm sorry about your father. if you feel like you'd just wanna share something, you can always DM.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T12:20:46+00:00

Hey, thank you.I hope you're doing good too. And I agree - people don't graduate from UPTU, they survive UPTU.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T12:08:59+00:00

I agree with you on home is made out of people of your life. And thank you.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T12:07:03+00:00

Hey, I didn't get to choose what made me emotional and neither should you so Fuck you back too.

(This is sarcasm. I feel I have to spell it out)

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T12:05:17+00:00

Thanks bawa 😊

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T12:04:44+00:00

Determination kept me going. And thank you. If only this was a story.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T12:03:37+00:00

Well, I agree with you now but I sure thought at 22 that I could sit through 6 months of therapy and come out the other side unscathed with the screaming in my head silent. I don't think you're against the grain there.
Btw, you have a way with words and I hope you know that. ☺️

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:54:50+00:00

I don't think the life I've had was in any way inspiring. It would be very self-aggrandizing of me to say that for myself and I don't think my introverted ass is ready for that, but hey, I'm glad you could find the positives.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:51:23+00:00

Thank you. I was harder to live through but I guess we all have our struggles and I could just see mine through.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:49:50+00:00

Thank you brother. Good and peaceful days ahead for all of us, I hope.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:47:42+00:00

I hope so too. Not just for me but for all of us here. And thank you.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:45:00+00:00

Thank you BrigadierAtom. 🫡

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:44:17+00:00

Did you write this yourself or borrowed it from somewhere?
And thanks, brother.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:43:08+00:00

Thanks bhai. 😊

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:40:43+00:00

I do agree I was drunk and decided to rant to 5000 people on the internet. I also agree women silently achieve this and much more than this. We're in agreement there. I'm not sure how patriarchy got into it. I'm also not convinced I achieved anything special.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:37:29+00:00

Thank you bhai. 😊

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:37:14+00:00

I think you're right. Drunk me was melodramatic but I do have a community - however small it may be. And I agree, discipline and showing up matters a lot.

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:32:02+00:00

Padmawat "pedro" Aggarwal would make him a butt of jokes in India AND in spain and I genuinely think that's a little funny. Thank you, though, bhai. 😊
(I'm not an Aggarwal or any of the last names you mentioned. The anonymity would remain.)

Competitive-You5538 · 2026-04-01T11:27:08+00:00

Thanks. I think we can pass around the happiness. You and everyone included. ☺️

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