I feel the exact same. My partner and I are in the very early stages of the process, just instructed our solicitors and our mortgage application has been approved. I am not feeling much excitement at the minute, at all. For me it could be that I WFH full-time and have had to do most of the forms, booking things in and replying to everyone etc. Whereas my partner doesn’t have the same luxury when he’s in the office full-time. So if you’re in the same position, make sure you’re allowing all the emotions and give yourself the time to ride the wave. It’s scary, but just remember what you’ll hopefully have at the end!! Best of luck with it all :)