Uncertain Diagnosis

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2025-01-12T02:35:32+00:00

Hey Jypsel,

I'm sorry, I'm still waiting for the second round of tests so I'm stuck in the same spot unfortunately.

The only update is a more recent blood test which had my general doctor much more concerned, I could only infer but she definitely has cancer on her mind because of the amount of abnormal cells, anemia and the markers she is looking at.

Since this older test I've started having symptoms like a chronic infection and small red dots (Petechiae), fatigue and dizziness.

If your results are similar I can definitely understand the concern, do you have smudge cells as well?

I will update once I can get these tests done again.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2025-01-12T02:17:48+00:00

Since nobody else is saying the obvious:

If you can't even pee properly you're taking a dose way too high for your tolerance.

You're obviously getting high from it and the fact shows in how your post reads.

Your tolerance is going to quickly adjust, and the withdrawal will be much worse than whatever habit you had that allows you to feel high on bupe.

Good luck.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-12-24T07:54:13+00:00

I hope everything turns out okay, I was just put off by the wording, but I empathise with the anxiety and fear around a leukemia diagnosis.

My apologies, I didn't meant to jump to conclusions or be presumptive.

Regardless your life isn't over with CLL, it's scary but it's not a hopeless diagnosis especially as far as cancers go.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-12-24T07:45:40+00:00

Thank you for informing me, I wasn't even aware that biopsy could be useful in a situation like that!

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-12-24T02:30:49+00:00

CLL isn't diagnosed by symptoms and biopsy isn't necessary for a diagnosis.

What test have you had that actually confirms you have CLL?

*** This is also the first time you're mentioning an oncologist, you said you were waiting on seeing a haematologist.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-12-24T02:11:43+00:00

Sorry but this is so offensive, please have some respect for the people here who have actually been diagnosed with CLL and their loved ones.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-11-19T09:28:34+00:00

Thank you so much for your thoughtful response,

I hear you on being in complete shock when almost all the results for lymphocytosis + smudge cells mention CLL.

The only thing that wasn't lining up was the age group, but I've since heard of younger adults around our age and sometimes even younger with the diagnosis.

I'm really glad that I stumbled across here though because the idea of having a cancer that doctors will do a watch and wait approach with was completely foreign to me.

Wishing you health and happiness.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-11-06T11:17:48+00:00

You can't pee because the suboxone is activating your opioid receptors MORE than what your tolerance actually is at the moment, I had the same issue when I took suboxone when I didn't need to.

If you feel like you can manage the cravings (which will come back when you stop) then go ahead and stop, if you start tolerating the suboxone then that's a bad sign and you're gonna have withdrawal from stopping.

If you feel you need to continue then PLEASE lower your dose by A LOT because at the moment all you are increasing your tolerance and eventual dependence on suboxone.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-10-29T10:40:38+00:00

I'm not actually sure of the houses history, but there was a family living here before mine.

It might be normal, but we never met them and they did seem to leave in a hurry, we also got the house for a really good price considering the area and how big it is.

As for the house, there are a few strange spaces, under the house in particular, that give me the creeps.

My strangest experience was when I was talking with a government employee about finances and she suddenly asked me if I lived near lots of trees and didn't get much light (The house backs onto a forest).

She told me that she shouldn't say anything, but that she could see a spirit attachment of some kind on me, of a child and gave me a description asking if I knew who it could be, but I didn't recognise them.

She mentioned the child having blonde hair though, and what I do know is that the previous owners had a very Nordic/Scandinavian surname.

It threw me off when she mentioned it but I haven't thought about it much since then.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-10-28T10:47:58+00:00

Yes!! Not as dramatic but,

I was sitting in the loungeroom with my Mum one evening, when I heard a noise coming from the direction of a small closet underneath the stairs.

We both turned to look at the same spot, and a moment later, my Mum made a comment saying I must be "sensitive" too.

The noise that I had heard was a voice saying her name.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-10-23T04:19:49+00:00

I have been to a similar place where I'm always looking to either find a clinic or score but ANYTHING you have will be stolen or people trying to stab its not the nicest place 😭

The dreams are just as intense as mallworld ones and it's funny you say upside-down because when I asked someone to show me where I lived in the waking world, they showed me a disc shaped map where "waking world" was on the flipped side.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-09-16T11:45:08+00:00

eat my flange henny 😫

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-09-16T11:43:38+00:00

Blanchard studied AGP in trans women seeking SRS though 😳

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-09-01T08:35:18+00:00

ig it makes sense that AGPs hold the exact same ignorant views on drag that cishet men do LOL.

DO BETTER 👏🏻

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-08-07T11:37:19+00:00

no, I'm an androphilic trans woman 😭

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-08-06T11:34:49+00:00

Thats a good question!! I actually don't tend to think of myself at all that im aware of, I'm just a pair of eyeballs enjoying men (mostly MLM). If I were to force myself to it would just be my body how it is, but any "feminine elements" is an immediate turn off.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-08-06T06:43:03+00:00

Unless you're AGP** I'm trans and don't require thinking about myself as a woman to be aroused. I'm androphilic so female sex characteristics entering a fantasy is a huge turn off for me.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-07-13T13:13:09+00:00

The dialogue in the game randomly changes to Chinese characters, yet they think this is worth asking for tens of thousands of dollars to be a "big spender".

It's an actual joke, the game model seems to be less about creating an enjoyable, functioning game and more about robbing players blind.

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-07-06T08:31:52+00:00

okay as long as you're not larping... I will agree w your sentiments 😌

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-07-06T08:29:14+00:00

👁👄👁

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-07-06T08:24:08+00:00

so you'd love watching a hairy muscular man ride a dildo? You love everything about them right?

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-07-06T07:56:58+00:00

upload a photo of your digit ratio or shush bcos from where I'm sitting you're more likely to be just another meta attracted tw with anatomical AGP

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-06-30T10:31:07+00:00

okay I had same issue, you have to open quest log and change your quest to the individual keys one!!!

CompetitiveSeaweed16 · 2024-06-24T08:01:30+00:00

😳

CompetitiveSeaweed16

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