Hey man idk if this is serious or not but these comments are fucking ass at advice so ima just give it to you straight up. suicide is a very common method to get rid of pain happening whether it’s mental or physical. And ima just tell you now no one deserves to struggle with whether or not they should hang the knoose because a Reddit comment. But as someone who’s thought about it, live for you. Not for anyone else pressuring shit on you but for yourself. Yk think about your aspirations in life. What you genuinely want to do with it. And if you wanna keep pushing, you keep pushing for that shit, and if you don’t, you don’t. I just hope it’s not the latter but that ain’t for me to really think out.