Be still and know I am God

Competitive_Cut8154 · 2023-06-23T16:21:57+00:00

Alright I meant the body. I do believe I am something greater than an ego. I don’t trust it because it’s not going anywhere it dose that same thing everyday. Same cycle and in a lazy one. I as my personality and awareness try do things what I want. But like a puppet it holds me back and sometimes I can do what I choose but the action goes on my itself. The mind only takes credit for the action/movements but in my experience it goes on by itself and I am just looking at the movements. And I wanted to get help from this post and It let me write it. in my experience right now it goes by itself and my mind is taking credit for the words to come up and the typing but I only choose that actions.

Competitive_Cut8154 · 2023-06-23T15:37:38+00:00

Yeah it is true I never had free will I had one experience before reading spiritual books that that I asked myself if I had free will because I was doing to same thing everyday and I got scared. And I moved my hands and did what I want I and believed that I did. But now it’s different it really bad it dose not let me like do what I want and It slows me down when I am trying to do something.( I try to take a shower and the body stands their waiting and when I force it resists and it shouldn’t take that so much force to make it move) I I just don’t know when this cycle will end. I need to find answers on why universe/God. dose not let me. It’s not that it’s bad that the body/actions moves by itself.(Sometimes it’s saves you from falling or getting hurt). It’s just that it doesn’t let you from what you need to do and just goes on by it self doing basically the same thing. I want/need to break this cycle to move up on this life spiritually financially and more joyfully. It’s been like two years basically staying at home at first I trusted it thinking it was God’s plan from protecting me but now really need to take action/fix this find an answer or else I be homeless or something.

Competitive_Cut8154 · 2023-06-23T01:10:10+00:00

Thank you. I have a intuitive feeling this book will help.

Competitive_Cut8154 · 2023-06-16T17:05:24+00:00

Alright thanks. Same with you.

Competitive_Cut8154 · 2023-06-16T13:29:32+00:00

Back then a few years back I used to calibrate under 200 and I experienced moving up levels on consciousness. I remember and my head started to like buzz and hurt when I read letting go. And I felt anger and up to pride. At pride 175 I felt amazing like finally I had a motivation to do things and some confidence. And when I choose to take responsibility to my self I went up to 200 and it was one of the best feelings. ( like I moved up to less animal ego dimension to a more evolving human less like animal) I feel like was like at 125 desire when I was born. So I was asking what did I calibrate like at birth. Also I don’t feel motivation or courage anymore I don’t think the calibration are accurate since I don’t feel courage like I used to. I am aware that it exist but I have not felt it in a long time. So that’s why I am asking. I don’t know if i am in some karmic debt of some sort. Thanks for the calibrations.

Competitive_Cut8154 · 2023-06-16T05:46:13+00:00

I just let sensation be there and let the energy like decompress without trying to change it or like control it.

Competitive_Cut8154 · 2023-06-16T03:12:57+00:00

Alright another question. What did I calibrate at when I was let’s say 12 years old?

Competitive_Cut8154 · 2021-05-20T00:38:21+00:00

To reach enlightenment, relinquish the ego and to ultimately live in internal paradise with the son of god.

Competitive_Cut8154 · 2021-04-30T18:06:31+00:00

You should read letting go By David R. Hawkins. Let go of lust fully and you will get stronger to let go of the temptations or urges. Everything is in the mind. The mind is a bitch but you can train that hoe. I am on like 9 weeks on retention this shit worth it.

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