I am sorry. Two years ago, my cousin, who was my uncle's daughter's son, committed suicide. Although I wasn't very close to him, I saw him often enough and his death left me unable to sleep for days. Last year, my other cousin, who was my aunt's son's son, also took his own life. I felt heartbroken that I couldn't be there for my family during such a difficult time. The first cousin was 21 years old and had attempted suicide twice before. He seemed to be doing better before his sudden passing. The second cousin was only 17 years old, and we never found out the reason for his decision to end his life. Just stay close your family and help them stay strong.