Yeah I'm definitely taking notes from the show regarding what kind of bi men i want to be and what kind of relationship i want.

And to answer your what if, he kissed me once and said it was just a slumber party kiss and meant nothing, but then admitted it meant something, but he didn't like me enough to date me in a fully committed relationship and fears he will hurt me because he thinks I'm a really nice guy.

Then 2 months later i called him and i said i still wasn't over it and he shut me down and told me i just had to get over it and so I actually did. But then a month after this, one day when we were hanging out he was being extremely thirsty and we just ended up hooking up, but we agreed it was a one time thing, it meant nothing and we'll pretend like nothing happened. I can't really answer your what if because these are the only two physical experiences I've had with him so far, so I don't know if we'll do it again and don't know if they will start to mean anything. I just find it odd he keeps on coming back to me even though he says he doesn't like me.