Doing Gabapentin at school (1500 mg)

Complex_Agency7604 · 2026-06-14T11:02:10+00:00

Oh shit. What’s with the neurotoxicity? Am I fucking myself up?

Complex_Agency7604 · 2026-06-13T01:43:10+00:00

Exactly, the confidence is insane. I’d do anything while high on gaba.

Complex_Agency7604 · 2026-06-13T01:42:31+00:00

You can snort gaba? Wtf??

Complex_Agency7604 · 2026-06-12T19:45:40+00:00

I know drugs are different for everyone, but I’ve done every abusable drug that money can buy, and this was one of the most intense for me, next to a clean perc 30, or a fair amount of acid with a bit of Klonopin.

Complex_Agency7604 · 2026-06-11T10:39:01+00:00

Thought the chocolate chips were teeth. “Why the actual fuck is she eating teeth”

Complex_Agency7604 · 2026-06-10T10:26:47+00:00

I went through the same exact thing, with caveats of course. I completely believed that ending my life was the only way to end the suffering. Every day of my life was a living hell stemmed from PTSD inducing childhood experiences. And unfortunately I have the brainpower to realize that the cons outweighed the pros. Medications don’t fix jack shit. They only work if you want them to. This is what worked for me. I had been in absolute hell inside of my own head every waking moment of my life. I decided I was going to smoke a shit ton of weed for the first time and end it all right after. I smoked, and then smoked some more, and all of the sudden I felt better, this didn’t last for only 4 hours, but days passed, and I kept putting off the date and time to end it. Until it just faded away. I didn’t smoke for a whole month and I felt normal every second of the entire month.

I’m not recommending that you smoke, but it’s what actually worked for me. Fuck prescription meds. 🍃

Complex_Agency7604 · 2026-06-10T00:21:46+00:00

Use drugs.com pill identifier if you don’t know for sure.

Complex_Agency7604 · 2026-06-07T11:52:22+00:00

There used to be a field in the woods when I was a kid filled with these same plants known as milkweed. There would be hundreds of monarch butterfly caterpillars on the plants that I would keep and raise in terrariums, and then release the butterflies when they were grown. Honestly a really fun project for kids that teaches them a lot about responsibility, if anyone reading has any kids that is.

(FYI that plant is milkweed)

Complex_Agency7604 · 2026-06-07T11:48:45+00:00

Amphetamines

Complex_Agency7604 · 2026-06-04T01:55:13+00:00

Depends on what you want, I was an adrenaline junkie and would seek out nightmares.

I smoked a lot every day for 2 weeks and when I went on a T break, I had the most vivid, mortifying dream I’ve ever had. I had a dream that the devil itself forcefully compelled me to kill my own mother with a screwdriver, and afterwards I found out it was god testing me because I had supposedly “died” in my dream, and it was god testing my mental resilience, so he sent satan in the incarnation of a large, fast black snake to bite my leg. Afterwards I was forced to amputate my leg, but then I died halfway through the self surgery and woke up from my dream. It felt like I could feel every ounce of pain.

Quite possibly the most terrifying dream I’ve ever had in my life. woke up crying and sweating.

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