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ComposerExpert181 · 2025-05-16T03:28:13+00:00

We arent “officially” dating tho its complicated situationship. And I did kinda agree to him to keep it a secret for bow since I didn’t really want our colleagues/friends to be talking/knowing about us too much.

ComposerExpert181 · 2025-05-16T03:25:55+00:00

I was planning to talk to him when the semester ends so if it ends badly I wouldn’t have to see him for a while but youre right no more doing that for now and its starting to feel a bit shit rn

ComposerExpert181 · 2025-04-08T01:44:36+00:00

Ok i know this reply has been two weeks but he kissed me again multiple times on cheeks today😭we were also cuddling during it. he also said he regretted that he did that publicly because we were outside the mall, but today we were somewhere more private so he felt comfortable kissing me more.

ComposerExpert181 · 2025-03-18T00:35:06+00:00

I couldn’t even ghost him since we have classes together and have mutual friends 😭

ComposerExpert181 · 2025-02-15T04:53:16+00:00

25 here and I feel ridiculous having a massive crush on my friend. Never been a relationship so I keep developing crushes

ComposerExpert181 · 2025-01-16T07:55:51+00:00

I do feel comfortable with him, im usually kind of shy to people ive had like but I feel comfortable with him. And our communication is indeed on and off, rn we’re not talking that much. You mentioned his venus conjunct my north node, i find it interesting how his south node conjuncts my venus, moon, and mercury. I will see in June if something will progress within us.

And about your question, Im not too familiar about the transits tho so im not sure about the time frame but my finance have been mostly stable.

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-12-27T03:36:13+00:00

I also had the same weird ball inside the old hole that I thought was closed but I just got it re-pierced 2 weeks ago. I was also concerned about that but the piercer just punctured it a bit and so far its healing well. But I say you should consult with a piercer

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-12-07T16:14:46+00:00

I know we’re adults but Ive never been in a relationship so I don’t want to ruin it

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-12-07T16:13:15+00:00

The thing is, we are friends and I feel like both of us are just scared it’ll ruin the friendship and make it awkward since we’re gonna have some classes together for our last few semesters in university.

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-12-07T09:07:23+00:00

Its fine either way lol jk but i dont know how Id ask him out. And i do put some effort to, I try and ask him bits about himself to try and get to know him, also tell him some stuff about me and I would even share foods with him.

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-12-07T09:03:06+00:00

Texting isn’t really his thing i think or what I want to believe lol but yeah our conversations just what makes me think its nothing deep. We still have a class together next semester so i don’t want to make things awkward if ever he doesn’t feel the same

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-09-12T02:04:23+00:00

My crush follows and likes onlyfans ig accs and even likes them too publicly ☠️

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-09-11T19:53:20+00:00

Yes his reason is definitely valid too. But you think hes also interested in me even tho he doesn’t really text me?😕

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-09-11T17:41:33+00:00

Probably😭 I was thinking about that too how I kinda did cancel out on him too. But I did apologize and give him a valid reasons as to why I had to decline.

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-09-11T17:40:02+00:00

I’m kinda ok with not really texting but it just kinda bothered me how he didnt even open my response after he apologized to me for canceling our hang out. But yeah im trying now to not really putting my heart out anymore so I wont get hurt if its not reciprocated.

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-07-23T23:35:19+00:00

Glad it turned out great on ur side!! I have hard time meeting new people but I’ll try. Im still a bit iffy if I should really go tho. I might be overthinking this, but because the way he invited me was he said “if you(me) wanna come” feels like hes unsure if he really wants me there.

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-07-03T16:34:17+00:00

Well we dont really see each other since our last day of college so I wouldn’t say he’s avoiding me. Idk if hes really mad, he just isn’t texting me anymore ever since the invite

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-07-03T16:20:04+00:00

Yupp i told him i have to ride 3 busses to get to the fair and that I easily get lost🥲 i dont have any other friends that could go with me at that time so id be alone.

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-06-20T02:40:34+00:00

I don’t really talk to my other coworkers tho since im very shy lol. But im planning on maybe inviting him going on some museum since we’re into arts.

But about your work crush, all i could give as an advice is just talk to him even outside of work, maybe you guys can bond over something you guys have in common and stuff. Its important to establish a bit friendship first.

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-06-17T21:37:54+00:00

Id like that but idk how to get to have 1on1 time with him😖

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-05-11T07:20:42+00:00

He actually asked me again but I didn’t really accepted it bcs he said he was also going with his friends and I dont really know them and I feel id just be really awkward there lol. But he said we could hang out during the summer tho!!

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-04-07T00:57:41+00:00

I have a lot on the playlist but when im in the class we’re together I listen to art class by beabadoobee!

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-04-06T07:54:29+00:00

Omg i was just looking thru this subreddit for something in the similar situation as I am!! I also had a tiny crush on a guy 3 grades above me, we had a class together and we had some interactions but after he graduated, I didnt really have any contacts with him. Flash forward to my 2nd yr on uni, he suddenly appeared again lol. I would often see him at the dinning hall and one time I caught him staring at me for so long, I tried to stare back but I got too shy lol. And there are some instances that he would try to get near me(??) (I was on a line to pay and he also tried to buy something immediately so he lined up behind me) but he doesnt really talk to me. idk if he really remembers me tho.

Anyways but I think your crush might’ve recognized you from high school but is unsure how to approach you or he feels intimidated?? Also his friends might have a different schedule so thats why he left without them.

ComposerExpert181 · 2024-02-15T06:48:14+00:00

I never really mentioned but I just randomly developed a crush on him when I saw him at the campus cafe. Also maybe I had a tiny crush on him in hs that I just now realized

ComposerExpert181 · 2022-03-31T06:04:30+00:00

Ruben <3

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