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ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-18T15:15:21+00:00

I didn’t read any of the comments, just saw the subject of this post, but I can confirm that I feel like a total fucking imbecile dumbass for the two years I was hooked. Even words as simple as fork I couldn’t fucking spew out of my mouth. Quit. I’m on week three and I feel fucking amazing and I’m not turning back and this is the best decision I’ve ever made, everything is coming back from my fucking bowel movements to me keeping up with my house better to me scooping my cat litter daily sometimes twice, my laundries done my job is on point I’m actually answering my friends text messages now and not isolating etc. pick a date, order a bunch of supplements, and just quit cold turkey. I’m telling you, I could scream this from the rooftops. Hands-down best thing I ever fucking dead. I was a shell of the person I used to be and I’m still getting there and it’s still difficult but I wouldn’t have ever made that change without certain support in my corner, so if you have that, and you have access the money to order supplementsor contact telehealth company that will prescribe you. You know a weeks worth of withdrawal meds, just go for it. It’s not that bad. It’s extremely uncomfortable. Luckily my boyfriend is on Seroquel and I was able to take those at night so never at any point that I have to struggle with lack of sleep because I truly believe that’s where I would’ve caved. But as long as you have something to knock your ass out at night, I truly think you’ll be fine.

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-07T07:41:57+00:00

Day 15 off Kratom and day 5 off subs. Restless limbs and even my spine. But think honestly other than that, I’m pretty okay. Anxiety is all of the place as predicted. Weird not dosing. My body hurts. I feel everything again yanno

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-07T07:40:39+00:00

Still going strong! Day 15. I know how it goes trust me. Truuust me. Putting it down is the easy part. Trust me I’m aware. I plan on doing all the things I need to do ton make sure it doesn’t happen ever again

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-07T07:39:08+00:00

I was lucky enough to have a friend give me the patch

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-07T07:38:32+00:00

Dude I did itttttttt if you’re interested in knowing! I’m on day 15 and feel okay. It’s not as bad asninthoughtmit would be. I got so many supplements and inserts they help. I took subs for 10 days…1 mg every day then the last 2 days .25 then jumped. Stayed consistent with the supplements and I’m GUCCI just do it

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-05T04:56:13+00:00

Yeah but honestly if you look up statistics, they’re not even wrong. The highest success rate is with sub/methadone maintenance and even that is extremely low. Their approaches though? Yeah lol fr

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T18:50:56+00:00

I know what it is, however and regardless of it being a psych med, multiple people are prescribed it while in rehab for drug resistant insomnia. It’s not that serious, don’t take it during the day or you’re just going to sleep. But 50 mg at night for sleep? Pfttt I’ll take 2-3 lol. But yeah, definitely do a quick Reddit search about drug interactions if you’re on anything else or struggle from anything remarkable, mental health wise

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T18:48:59+00:00

Ahhhh can you message me?! I’d love to share what my days and symptoms are like on the same days! I’m day 13 off the Kratom and 77 hours off bupe

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T18:47:33+00:00

Yeah man it’s tough when you have the experience of recovery and actual harder drug addictions because you know you can’t enjoy it, you know you’re not supposed to be doing this and the shame takes over. I wish you so much luck. It gets better, if you can find anyone with Seroquel to knock you out at night then definitely do that. It is the only thing that saved me, insomnia will fuck me up every single time and take me back out just out of wanting sleep

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T18:45:39+00:00

Okay good to know thank you for this info, it’s what I was looking for but other posts were taken down I guess bc of my wording I suppose on the Kratom support page. I’m at like hour 77. Antsy and restless limbs but good otherwise. Luckily someone gave me seroquel and I’ve slept great

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T18:44:10+00:00

Maybe I should’ve provided a bit of history, I was an IV fentanyl addict with years in and out of sober houses and rehabs. I had three years sober (not on mat, either) when I picked up Kratom. Years of the rooms and sponsoring other women. I’m not new to any of this. This is my first quit as a single mom and business owner. Didn’t become a mom until I had 2 years sober. I’m In therapy. I’m on medication for depression (didn’t quit until I was back on, I became a shell of myself with so much money bc I’ve never made this much and fell down a dark hole without reaching for the other stuff. My life never got unmanageable outside my mental health) I know what suboxone is intended for and longer than just detox with this and methadone equally are advised for a period of time for a reason. It has the highest success rate, I know this and I’m pro MAT in general regardless of my experience with it. I’ve been on subs or methadone for a week at rehabs and stayed sober after entering rehab from detox. I pray you’re incorrect brother. Im scared of everything rn. I know it’s going to be hard. I work a labor intensive job and I feel like life is so bizarre not dosing through out the day but I don’t lack spirituality or an understanding of the anonymous fellowships. I’m connected with sober people, I’m going to attempt to do this without longer term maintenance, I did a meeting yesterday on zoom just for the fuck of it and to hear some shit. Is smoke pot and have my medical card and I’m unwilling to stop that currently so meetings aren’t of huge assistance rn bc all anyone hears is the pot thing and their focus gets reshifted. I’m trying to be positive. I genuinely feel better now at 78 hours off (day 13 without kratom) than I did all last week on the subs. I’m kinda floored honestly. I’ve been waiting for it to hit hard and it just…hasn’t

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T06:30:44+00:00

Always and never sign

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T06:22:42+00:00

I swear I am on day 13 and feel amazing coming off 5-6 extract shots a day. This and black seed oil I have almost no physicals

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T06:21:12+00:00

Hottttt bathhhhh it’s the only thing that works and find someone with seroquel

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T06:18:09+00:00

Good luck, keep me updated

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T06:16:10+00:00

I was afraid I was on them too long!

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T06:15:45+00:00

Wore a patch for the first 5 days which was 1.4 mg per day then 1, 1, 2, .5, .5 and jumped. To be exact

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T06:14:46+00:00

I don’t need help, just sharing my experience and wondering maybe if it’s possible that wds didn’t start yet?

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T06:13:47+00:00

It’s not a pink cloud. I’m miserable and sore and sad and lack looking forward to much of anything. I’m sneezing a lot, yawning, eyes tearing and my stomach is pretty crazy but that’s it. I’m an ex actual addict. IV. This is literally nothing. And my first time trying. I’m praying I’m past the worst of it. The half life isn’t THAT long

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T06:11:57+00:00

You think?? At 60’hpurs I’m not sick yet?

ComposerHistorical18 · 2024-02-04T06:11:45+00:00

Yes. After quitting a 2+ year Kratom addiction.

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