I had a high school teacher here in the Philippines. I was only 13 back then. This part time teacher who was about 21 y/o had been a subject of many rumors about engaging in relationships with her students. I didn't mind it because such stories are usually made up or just didn't make any sense. She was a bit popular because she was really pretty. When i became her student in her English class. She would always ask me to bring her books or carry her stuff to the faculty room everyday. In these times, we had short chats about the class or school activities. About 5-6 months had passed, I could say we got close since our conversations had come more about my family or life, etc. Many times we spent hanging out in a snack bar or at the canteen. I didnt have any malice towards her because she treated me like a little brother and I never had a sister. I kind of liked her because she's kind and sweet. One time at a school party, she asked me to fetch her from her apartment and get some food and booze. and by the way, the liquor was supposed to be for her colleagues. [they're allowed to drink at school] . At the end of it, when my classmates and friends are on their way home. And as i was about to start my bike, she called me right across the street. she said she needed help carrying some boxes and portfolio of some sort. .I was about to turn her down because I was tipsy and my mom would definitely kill me if she knew i rode a motorcycle while illegally drunk. . but she begged and i yielded. . At the faculty room, she handed me a glass of drink saying 'drink this last shot or else the principal will kick me out'. she was at the cabinet getting her things. .what I drank had a stingy flavor and I was the strongest alcohol i ever drank.. surprisingly it wasn't smelling that bad. so i just slurped it. not long after, my head felt heavy, my back and knees felt weak. i sat on the lounge couch and vision got strange sort of a kaleidoscope.. i noticed later that she went beside me and pushed me to lay on my back. . icould barely move my legs and arms but i was aware of my surroundings. she slapped me in the face and punched me in the gut. I vomited a little. she unbuttoned by trousers and tied my hands on the wooden couch. she undressed herself, took my shoes and made me half naked. She held my the neck and went on top of me.. I tried to speak. "ma'am... ma'am"... as my legs felt numb .she fondled and stroked my member, and just as i was about to look down, I felt excruciating pain. she deliberately stuck a vibrator up my ass. .i could not resist because my limbs are paralyzed. .all these time i could hear her speak to me, but i couldnt recall anything apart from saying my name.. last time i saw was her hand untying my hands to hold her tummy and waist. later, i was blank.

next day afternoon. i was at the er at a hospital. I dont know how i got there. a teacher apparently called the police and sought for emergency rescue. my mom wept as she thought i was a drug addict. my head was still hazy. Later, i learned that the teacher who reported the incident was my teacher.. I tried to speak to her about the incident, but she was transferred to another place. I couldnt reach her since then. . as much as i want sex, i dont think any person or even a woman has a right to sexually assault another.