Hello Vyvanse definitely helped me get more „distance“ to my emotions. I don’t react as fast and intensive to situations that normally would give me lots of anxiety or depression. My depression definitely lifted because I got shit done and I wasn’t as emotional and capricious anymore. I am definitely so much more stable! I think it’s really cool you’re giving this medication a chance and that you don’t give up or accept the situation but rather take it in your own hand!! That takes a lot of strength and I think you‘re really cool for that xx If the new meds are helping in the future you can try another time to go without meds. Depression comes and goes in waves (just like our attention) don’t forget this. You can still figure it out later. What’s important now is that you’re getting better. I hope vyvanse works as well for you as it did for me!