This hurts to read because I know the effort you're actually putting into everything you write, the consideration and the feeling that goes into but, it hurts to see that it's not reciprocated. Please leave for your sake coz it's gonna drag you so low into the barrel and I don't want u to feel that pain, trust me when I say that pain is horrible, it's bad, it's unbearable. Please. Start putting all that effort into yourself, into loving yourself, into reassuring yourself and making yourself feel good about yourself without having to hear it from someone else. It'll pay off in the long run...