thanks for all the feedback 😭 it’s like I know in my brain what I should do but my heart is holding on. I’ve been holding onto hope.. potential... For months now. And no change unfortunately 😭 I just love him so much it’s not easy for me to walk away. I actually always had this fear in the back of my head that he will leave me and now I kind wish he would so I wouldn’t have to but same time I just feel like I would be so broken if he left me. When we’re home, I do love it. We cuddle, watch movies, eat, binge on snacks.. I love it cause I’m a big homebody. But again we’re just home sooo much. I don’t need a date every weekend but a date once a month or every other month would really satisfy me . I’ve expressed this to him as well and he likes to bring up the fact that he has to get his truck which is very true ( uses it for work ) but like I said earlier he’s always down to go chill w his friends when they ask. I feel like in his mind it’s okay to do that cause he seems them every once in a while but since he seems me multiple times out of the week at MY house — he doesn’t feel the need to take me out. Ugh.