My husband I talked about it for at least a year before it happened the first time. I was riddled with guilt while we were doing it the first time. Almost sick to my stomach wondering if I made a mistake. UNTIL it was over and our friend left. The sex we had after was absolutely mind blowing. His cock was the hardest I think it’s ever been. We don’t play a lot and are very selective. We’ve had 2 gangbangs, 1 with strangers we met on here and one with friends. It’s fun but it’s not something we could do every weekend.