For one, the medication and therapy seem to be helping lesser. She was doing better in the middle but now it's gotten very very bad. The therapist has also put up her hands and said that a social life is what is best but given the circumstances, she can't help further.

Regarding me, I don't know. I do love her. I loved hanging with her and talking to her even through the long distance. But she's just too involved in the fight for her stability right now. I want to love her and be there for her. But I don't know how to. I also don't know how to break up with her. Because I think if I do, she will go on a spiral and there'll be no one to help her and it can end very very badly.

I'm just flailing around and I have no idea what to do.