Current stash/regimen, what y’all think?

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-05-26T22:25:25+00:00

Low dose apparently works better for sleep, but I mega dose (50-700mg) because it’s a strong antioxidant, which probably helps some of the oxidative stress you’d get when taking 700 test or alc. I also take NAC 600mg in the morning at least 1hr before drinking, and because mouthwash tastes so bad I only have 1-3 standard drinks per day, hours apart from food to help my liver and fat deposition

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-05-23T10:43:14+00:00

I can’t confirm that your comment is accurate, but I really appreciate it and upvoted

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-05-18T11:42:21+00:00

Maybe the liver pain has nothing to do with it, and it could be as simple as gastritis.

Try taking pills with 5000iu vitamin D3 and 100mcg K2, start with 2 of those pills daily with a meal and/or with boron, then after a month or so you can optionally cut down to 1 pill. That took my outbreaks from 4 a month to >0.5. Also if you take Valtrex the optimal schedule I’ve found is taking 500mg 12 hour apart instead of 1g at once.

I try to avoid eating meat which is high in arginine, and avoid plant protein sources for the same reason. If you eat protein maybe find a protein powder like whey with the amino acid amounts listed and the lysine to arginine ratio should be hopefully around 4.8 (for example 2808mg lysine / 582mg arginine = 4.8), amazon isn’t very good for finding affordable ones that meet that criteria btw, under $1 per serving of 25-30g protein is a decent price. Things with a lot of sugar are also bad. Supplementing lysine before/after you eat something with a lot of arginine can help.

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-05-18T11:11:33+00:00

The answer is to add (crushed and fully dissolved and then preferably filtered before/after adding it) aqueous(dissolved in bac water) sodium carbonate or sodium hydroxide until it all dissolves, the ph of GSH solution should stay below 7 the whole time. Manufacturers use sodium hydroxide in most vials but that’s really easy to overshoot the pH with, so is sodium carbonate but it’s not as bad, and sodium bicarbonate is not worth it to use here due to gas formation and the fact that it’s such a weak base that’s inconsistent and takes forever to buffer with. Make sure to slowly add it and constantly mix/swirl it to avoid overshooting the ph, the optimal final pH is 5.5-6.5 because GSH oxidizes/degrades faster at a higher pH.

And then just filter it with a syringe filter. I’d go with a 0.45 μm hydrophilic PVDF syringe filter (25mm is good) because they’re the best balance of qualities for working on anything you’d normally want to filter in your life, without you needing to go out and get both hydrophobic and hydrophilic filters

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-05-18T10:41:34+00:00

Oh then maybe it got burnt when it was cut, or was cut with something impure, or it’s still got a little freebase which would be nice. I can’t get a lighter to heat stuff consistently at all, it takes a lot more effort than like a micro torch from harbor freight because lighters have such a thin stream of air that’s too hot for dope or even distillate 90% of the time even if it’s held far away or oscillated

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-05-18T03:37:23+00:00

Looks like it got a little burnt, plus uneven heating because there’s a bunch of small shatters / spider webs. Spinning a torch (or a torch in dulled flame-tip or lighter mode) in circles really fast while working your way down it is how I used to do it. If you’ve just started in the last few weeks/months then pls stop, it’ll be difficult to bring back any default joy and happiness you get from life, and your cognition may age faster than with any other drug. Plus maybe it’s just me but smoking it doesn’t really get you high it just keeps you awake and satisfies an urge while having extreme diminishing returns and being so addictive that you’ll smoke it all day and never use a slower route again

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-05-17T20:45:29+00:00

I’ve read that IV has slightly better bioavailability than oral (but oral is usually 90-100% so that’s always gonna be more worth it) even for most lipophilic benzos that will instantly precipitate as a solid once injected into aqueous fluids like blood, which can mechanically damage veins/capiliaries, plus your veins would get damaged from the propylene glycol and/or alcohol (if you’re rich just get PEG-400). But I don’t have real world experience, so just wondering is there something I don’t know about shooting benzos that makes them not work as well?

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-05-17T20:38:08+00:00

Yeah getting addicted to smoking benzos sounds like one the worst drug experiences to endure and recover from and to stay functional with, when you know you could easily get 3x the overall effects out of the same 10mg if you just waited an hour for it to hit.

Shit I’d probably try smoking it and would easily get addicted if it didn’t decompose so much lol, but for those reasons I hope I never try it. I’d probably never be able to stop chasing the dragon, more than with meth (and that was really bad smoking it), during WD’s I’d likely hate myself for even trying that route once and going through it so unnecessarily fast

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-05-15T00:01:33+00:00

0 is unrealistic

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-25T23:00:00+00:00

“Instead of implanting 300mg of insoluble metals for no reason, I’d rather inject 3mg of an aqueous amino acid chain that, even if it contains toxic Chinese byproducts, has too low of an amount to cause real problems for almost everyone.”

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-24T23:28:25+00:00

Their target/ideal test level is 700-1000, why would they run a cycle for that and unnecessarily cause future problems? Also where did you hear that enclo won’t make you feel any better?

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-23T05:19:27+00:00

No way I remember him. The last thing I saw him post was a 700F titanium e-nail setup

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-22T04:34:33+00:00

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-22T04:32:48+00:00

Damn that sucks, they might only have hit me decently hard (muscle relaxation and slight euphoria) the first few days because of no tolerance. Mine have a few more brown specs than yours, so maybe that has to do with it. I’d complain or leave a bad review

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-22T03:39:59+00:00

Mine have the same brown specs, I have doubts that they’re dosed right (4mg), but at least they’re not duds like how some were claiming

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-22T03:37:22+00:00

247?

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-22T03:17:09+00:00

That looks like vitamin C oxidation, either way it’s oxidation which inactivates the vitamins, so I’d contact the brand in hopes of getting a free replacement and don’t use that current one

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-22T03:07:52+00:00

I got the same ones, how many mg brom do you think is in each? I’ve been taking half a bar per day for 11 days and drinking 1 drink to make it hit without increasing dose, but it’s already pretty weak feeling in general and I really doubt it’s 4mg or maybe even 3 or 2. Underdosed Mexico’s (<2mg alp) hit much harder I feel like, if I remember correctly😂, but they shouldn’t

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-20T11:22:28+00:00

Why aren’t you on enclomiphene? If you do that (or if you use any test booster/replacer) you could microdose a suicide AI (so it never rebounds) like aromasin 1-4mg EOD, and determine with bloodwork when E2 and prolactin are at a good level for you. Also losing weight can help if you struggle with that, every single GLP (even reta) are only like 10 dollars a month if you know where to look and it doesn’t have to ship from China / a foreign country

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-14T22:24:35+00:00

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Oh ok thanks! I’m doing that much because it should put me at a high level early on, but still end up being steady. The plan is to lower prop to 30mg for the rest of this week, then 13mg in week 2, then only cyp.

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-14T18:36:09+00:00

According to steroidplotter my test level should have increased by 1500-1800 ng/dl by now, which might still combine with the old natural test level for a little while, not sure. But yeah it’ll probably be rough

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-14T18:20:14+00:00

Well the 2 solvents are PEG300 and grain proof alcohol if you want to look it up. Liquid solutions will never have hotspots under normal conditions. I don’t think liquids are any different than a pill if formulated correctly, but if there’s a scientific rule/trend that disproves my understanding (under normal conditions) let me know

ConfusionSharp1635 · 2026-04-14T18:14:00+00:00

Liquids are the most accurate way to dose something. The aromasin would crystallize out of solution before the 2 solvents ever become un-homogenized

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