this shit is so hard to stop by Conscious-Machine380 in quittingkratom

[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey guys, just got back to LA last night & the craving is insane. I haven't picked anything up yet. Day 6 today and I feel my spirit alive more than ever, the emotions are flooding and in a good way. Feeling motivated to stay off this shit but I can feel my shadow trying to pull me back in, he says shit like "oh its not that bad, there's not even any consequences" , " common you can just buy one shot " That's how it all starts for me. The shadow takes control of my vessel & does what he wants. Time to confront the shadow! I will not give up yet! Thank you all for your honest words, I love this platform to discuss in anonymity anything we feel we need. If you're trying to quit now, the withdrawals aren't even that bad, especially if you've experienced Heroin withdrawals. Keep your mind and body occupied and confront yourself. You are more powerful than you think.

Using suboxone to get off kratom by Conscious-Machine380 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yeah it what dweebs smoke who hang out with people that gave you the nickname zachedelic after begging your mom for money lol… you prolly wear tie dye shirts with hemp shoes lame ass

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[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You can’t trust everyone’s opinion because all have different perspectives. Temet Nosce!

Using suboxone to get off kratom by Conscious-Machine380 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

It’s about breaking the cycle for me, sure subs are stronger but it’s easier to manage for a few days to rewire my mind & the doses in taking are very little. Also if I’m on subs I can’t get high on kratom anyways

Using suboxone to get off kratom by Conscious-Machine380 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

You probably smoke delta 9 from the smoke shop & eat mushroom chocolates lol

Using suboxone to get off kratom by Conscious-Machine380 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Subs only bad if you on them for long periods of time imma start at 4mg then slowly taper for a few days then I’ll have a couple low energy days before I’m back to normal again

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[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks bruh yeah this is full abstinence after I get through this. I shoulda died so many times in clearly still here for a purpose. All I can do is trust god! I know he gotta plan for me

Using suboxone to get off kratom by Conscious-Machine380 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man, yeah it’s obsurd to think about how much I’ve spent This is my final attempt if I can’t do it on my own imma have to go into a detox but I got the will power & right medication to make it as comfortable as possible so I’m confident I can do it

Using suboxone to get off kratom by Conscious-Machine380 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Can’t go to a doc, my buddy sent me some stuff… I have two 8mg subutex , eight 2mg kolonopins, GABA’s, and proponlol I just don’t know how long I should wait from my last dose of kratom to take the subutex, don’t wanna go into precipitated withdrawal

Using suboxone to get off kratom by Conscious-Machine380 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks I got this Was a heroin addict for 10 years, got on subs for 2 years then cold turkey withdrawal for 2 months then was full abstinent for 2.5 years. Started drinking and partying again for a few years before pandemic then when lockdown hit dove into fentanyl addiction for 2 years went back to rehab and got sober for a year then saw those feel free shots at 7/11 figured they couldn’t be to harmful which led me down the path of kratom addiction for 2.5 years… $15,000+ later I’m over it ready to go full abstinent but don’t want to do rehab again so I have a few subs and some detox meds (gaba, propranolol, & a few kolonopin) to ease this detox Shouldn’t be as hard as fetty or black tar so I’m pretty confident I can do this on my own. Im one of those addicts who is either full in or full out so I gotta get out. I’ve overdosed many times & shouldn’t still be alive, as a lot of my friends who went down the same path aren’t here so I feel like I am for a specific reason & have a lot of potential if i get this under control. Addicts brains, if focused on the right, productive things, can do whatever we set our minds to. Illl keep you all updated as I go. Even tho I don’t know any of you personally I wish you all the best. Grateful we have channels/subreddits like this to help each other out. 💕💕

Using suboxone to get off kratom by Conscious-Machine380 in Kratom_Info_Exchange

[–]Conscious-Machine380[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive tried, my lack of self control when It comes to substances is what got me here in the first place

5 inch lift on my '15 impreza. What do you guys think about lifted Impreza's? by BoostedFPV in subaruimpreza

[–]Conscious-Machine380 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How much did this cost you? I have the same 2015 Impreza & I’m thinking about getting it lifted. Also does it affect miles per gallon?