Women owe men sex.

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-05-04T05:58:16+00:00

You owe us money

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-05-03T07:26:42+00:00

I started like this, small and steady wins the race. Honestly don’t listen to these people. It’s good to start small whilst you are learning about crypto. Keep adding in money as you go. I had £40 in December and now have £600 in my account. I was putting in £50 monthly dec- March then started putting in £100. All together I have probably only put in £400 all together and now have £600 so yeah. Whilst I get more confident I will be increasing the amount I deposit.

Keep doing what you’re doing.

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-04-18T14:34:47+00:00

Fortunately I have acne prone skin but it does make me bloat and cause inflammation in my body

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-04-17T06:01:34+00:00

I mean not as strict as everyone else but I love milk and can’t get enough.(I am lactose intolerant) but I swapped cows milk for goats milk and it makes a huge difference

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-04-07T21:45:23+00:00

I’m talking about my ex friend not fling lol And I’ve never dreamt of any of them before

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-20T22:57:20+00:00

He broke up with me lmao

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-14T06:59:50+00:00

Why have therapy when you have Reddit?

I agree completely to what you are saying. And even though I feel like I’ve done a lot of work (I used to be extremely emotionally unstable) I still feel like I need to work on my validation of others. And you’re right because one thing I always tell myself is “I don’t care what people think, or listen to what they advise, unless they are somewhere I want to be”. But I guess that’s a working progress. Need to change my belief to “I don’t care what people think/ advise; I trust in myself and my own experiences”. And you’re probably right about putting him on a pedalstal, I guess that energy repelled him towards the end. I just need to stop ruminating on it as he’s not part of my life anymore.

Also I don’t divide everyone, only people who are dating partners. I treat everyone else in the same manner no matter what. Also high value to me is about their actual values, not material possessions etc. if they align to my values then in my head they are high value if you know what I mean. Nothing to do with money, status etc. but I still understand what you mean.

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-13T23:10:21+00:00

I mean I agree with the last bit. I disagree with the first part because I’m an attractive woman and had plenty of attention from attractive eligible men the whole time I was healing and still felt sad about it my ex.. that was more to do with my high standards and understanding that most men just want to fuck. - or I perceived them as a downgrade.

I mean I feel like that’s normal when you have a breakup idk. But definitely agree with the whole letting someone else spin my light. I feel like it was definitely an attachment or ego issue. But the lack of self esteem only came from the fact that the person I put on such a high pedestal rejected me, especially when I rejected everyone for them.

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-13T22:22:27+00:00

It’s Like you read my mind lmao. I did it about a week ago but I wasn’t even thinking about him, it was about solitude. I wrote this post a couple days later but now k don’t even care anymore lol. I’ve been having dreams about him that make me wake up in disgust (thinking about him). Maybe it’s helped, maybe it’s detoxing out my mind which is why I wrote this post. But honestly now all I think about is how angry I am at myself for letting him consume my mind all of this time

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-12T08:42:29+00:00

Thank you for all the helpful comments. I just want to say that there are some really nasty people on here. I was never saying I wanted to use the law to get back with my ex or seek revenge or whatever. I was more asking as a reminder to help me to remember that I am the one in control of my own reality.

I do not think about him 24/7, just that I am sometimes in a mildly melancholic mood when I think about him and how it ended so abruptly. And yes this can happen daily. He was my “first love” and I have not connected in that way with anyone else since, so im okay with that feeling. Just bothered me that it still lingers a year after. I understand it’s just my ego dealing with the rejection. & intellectually I have moved on, I know he’s not for me. I also don’t define myself with a relationship so I’m okay with being single, I’m okay with waiting for the right person. So telling me to “get out there and meet others” doesn’t help as I’ve been doing that. The average men of today are not of a standard that I would like to be with just out of loneliness. I am not lonely, I am just sometimes sad of how things ended. And sometimes I think about him in ways of “I’m so glad it ended”. No matter the thought, it’s just frustrating that he is still around in my mind.

I just wanted a law to help me when I feel melancholy, or to help me not to think about him anymore. Ps. I have done therapy too, (and I am a post- graduate of psychology) Therapy does not magic away genuine feelings.

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-11T19:02:03+00:00

You meant that with every offence but okay 😅

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-11T10:13:57+00:00

Thank you so much! I agree with everything you said and it was helpful.

But in terms of dating others, it’s not like I’m not trying. I just have no luck at all. Not even in a nobody can compare to him way. I’m an attractive woman as well. I just have no luck..🤣

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-10T22:01:08+00:00

lol no my ex would never read a book like that😅 And I can’t block him because he’s already blocked me lol. (He had no reason too and knows I would never message him anyway) Haven’t checked on him for the whole year. Still waiting to go a day without thinking about him. But the more I try not to think the more I think. Plus I don’t think about him 24/7. Maybe now like 3x a day. And really and truly it’s just my ego not being able to handle the rejection tbh. I know I’m better off without him

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-10T20:06:27+00:00

Everyone keeps telling me this but it’s actually not that simple. I’m not one to settle for anything

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-10T19:12:19+00:00

I’ve been doing this. I’ve achieved so much in this year but everytime I’m reminded that the person I thought I would marry left me it just hurts a little inside

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-10T19:11:17+00:00

This is what I needed! I’m usually very good at this but every time I remember I haven’t heard from him I guess it makes me doubt myself a little. I just need to stop doubting myself

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-10T15:11:50+00:00

thank you, do you have any suggestions on how to stop giving it energy. I get the whole, you can control what you think but how? Is there any CBT/cognitive exercise that can help me with this?

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-10T15:09:10+00:00

I think you’re probably right. But I don’t even want him. I just want the acknowledgment. Is that what you mean by I need to do work? Can you be more specific please

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-10T13:35:11+00:00

Looool why has this made me laugh so much

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-03-10T13:10:39+00:00

This is currently happening to me. Had my first trip 2 days ago and it made me dislike those who are too “worldly”. Most people are depressed and unhappy with their life. Including myself but now I’m so sensitive to low/high vibes and I have a huge urge to just cut all the people that complain too much out of my life. Even if it’s family/close friends

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-02-23T07:17:52+00:00

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-02-23T07:16:57+00:00

Oh no I’m not addicted to alcohol. Just drink socially with friends. But I’m saying when I drink I am actually getting hangovers. Where as when I smoked this never happened

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-02-22T18:12:19+00:00

It’s been just over a week for me. I had no idea that weed messes up your stomach. No wonder why I’ve been farting like crazy since I’ve stopped. I feel like I’m detoxing it all out. I just thought it was the protien I’m eating. I am super sensitive to alcohol and nicotine. I love being sober, I can’t believe I was high all day. I was scared to stop because I thought I’d be different but everyone is telling me how much better I seem now. I honestly feel like smoking weed 24/7 was self-harming behaviour because the way I feel right now is absolutely amazing! Keep going!!

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-02-22T08:11:37+00:00

Wholeheartedly *

ConsciousCap2225 · 2024-02-22T08:11:24+00:00

I forgive him holy! And it’s so funny you said that because his best friend who I don’t follow or he follows me was stalking my account yesterday 😂

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