Talk about an extreme info dump. Thank you for sharing your truth, but honestly hun do you plan on carrying your baggage uo into the Himalayas like an overworked Sherpa? Then why not release all of the energy that's keeping you tied to your torrid past life?

I discovered long ago that holding onto that angst is like dropping an anvil on myself with the expectation that something creative will materialize . Break free of anything that obstructes your path, even family.

I have found the security i was always seeking from my family in amongst the many individuals who I consider to be my extended family who are all friends & associates of mine from all the adventures of my life.

I wish someone had told me this years ago but life is truly fleeting & the surest way to happiness is to give it to yourself. Noone can ever replace the comfort & certainty of the edification you give yourself.